alifeordinary: (Having a beer)
Dean Winchester ([personal profile] alifeordinary) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet 2012-02-14 04:27 am (UTC)

We have so many threads going right now

[Wiat- them? What kind of fucked up- it would be just like Cas to be in some sort of Mormon three-way relationship. Or the ex has a new fellow. Or he's... totally off the mark for what this is, which presents a whole new puzzle he can't even begin to figure out.

It might be a family thing- he didn't even think, and now he feels like an even bigger asshole. The second text comes through as though to confirm, and he furrows his brow. Cas doesn't talk about his family- not really. Not ever. They've been exceedingly drunk a few times and he's let a few things slip, usually followed by a beat of contemplative silence, the saddest damn eyes you've ever seen, and a quiet change of subject.

Dean knows he has a large family. That Cas is detached from them. He's concluded that they're a bunch of douchebags, mostly based on his own personal bias. Who could be a dick to Cas? Cas was lovely. He was smart, compassionate, thoughtful- granted, he had a bit of a thing for pot and sex, but that was no reason to run him out of the family. And if he had to guess, the drugs came after the fact. He's not sure, though, and he doesn't press for more just like Cas doesn't ask about Sam, or John, or Mary. Painful subjects.]


Fuck planes. Pee on their doorstep Im sure theyll get the memo. 


[Whether it's his ex, his exes, or his family, either way, it's apparently bad enough that he felt the need to lie. And the word cemetery strikes at him, there, too, and damn, does he feel like a massive dick.

He should be... not a dick. Without including the words 'fuck' or 'wanna talk about it?']


Sorry Cas. 

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