[Yes, they've barely gotten started just yet, but there was already enough in their exchanged texts to get things going. Still, the question might be too much- too raw and bare, but Dazai doesn't care. That's what he wants instead of this jealous feeling trying to work its way into his veins and the urge to make sure Akutagawa belongs to no one but him in the most painful way. There are still darker parts very much alive in him, even if he's trying to rewrite over it all.
He still wants to make Akutagawa his, just not in that way.
Which is why he keeps moving his hand in the most gentle way, knowing just how much trust Akutagawa is putting in him when his face turns into his touch instead of away from it. It's trust that Dazai won't use it against him, won't beat him down with it like he's done so many times in the past.
Dazai lets his thumb run over Akutagawa's lips, back and forth, then tugs the bottom one down enough where he can slide his thumb into the other man's mouth, along teeth and tongue.]
I'm going to make sure you enjoy it this time. I'm going to ruin you for anyone else.
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[Yes, they've barely gotten started just yet, but there was already enough in their exchanged texts to get things going. Still, the question might be too much- too raw and bare, but Dazai doesn't care. That's what he wants instead of this jealous feeling trying to work its way into his veins and the urge to make sure Akutagawa belongs to no one but him in the most painful way. There are still darker parts very much alive in him, even if he's trying to rewrite over it all.
He still wants to make Akutagawa his, just not in that way.
Which is why he keeps moving his hand in the most gentle way, knowing just how much trust Akutagawa is putting in him when his face turns into his touch instead of away from it. It's trust that Dazai won't use it against him, won't beat him down with it like he's done so many times in the past.
Dazai lets his thumb run over Akutagawa's lips, back and forth, then tugs the bottom one down enough where he can slide his thumb into the other man's mouth, along teeth and tongue.]
I'm going to make sure you enjoy it this time. I'm going to ruin you for anyone else.