.....Me. He could still return to me. If we hadn't kept him in the dark the whole time, about everything.....
[Stupid, stupid, stupid..... He feels like he's tripping over himself even harder every time he opens his mouth. He could return to us, Axel had wanted to say--but no, that wasn't right at all. Who was "us", anyway? Saïx didn't count anymore, and it had always been just the two of them on the clock tower. Maybe Saïx hadn't really counted for years.....
He still doesn't understand how or when they had grown so far apart. To be standing here like this now, fighting over a friend, a friend Saïx had nearly killed..... He can barely even bring himself to dwell on the thought of that fight, much less address it. How did this happen?]
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.....Me. He could still return to me. If we hadn't kept him in the dark the whole time, about everything.....
[Stupid, stupid, stupid..... He feels like he's tripping over himself even harder every time he opens his mouth. He could return to us, Axel had wanted to say--but no, that wasn't right at all. Who was "us", anyway? Saïx didn't count anymore, and it had always been just the two of them on the clock tower. Maybe Saïx hadn't really counted for years.....
He still doesn't understand how or when they had grown so far apart. To be standing here like this now, fighting over a friend, a friend Saïx had nearly killed..... He can barely even bring himself to dwell on the thought of that fight, much less address it. How did this happen?]