... I imagine that would have been pretty inconvenient, with the oxygen mask. Did you also dream that I was kind enough to let you take it off?
[The teasing comment lets him ignore the fact that he's just as bad as Toshinori. A lot of his thoughts were just little gestures. He could come up behind Toshinori and hug him when he was prepping meals. He could wrap his arms so easily around Toshinori's skinny frame as they slept. He could kiss him. Since that much had seemed impossible, the sexual parts were more few and far between. They were there, a Pandora's box that hadn't been opened since his late teens, but it's a bit- nice, to know their desires could match up.]
[And he was absolutely as much of a masochist as Toshinori. He just occasionally got to flip to the other side of the coin.]
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... I imagine that would have been pretty inconvenient, with the oxygen mask. Did you also dream that I was kind enough to let you take it off?
[The teasing comment lets him ignore the fact that he's just as bad as Toshinori. A lot of his thoughts were just little gestures. He could come up behind Toshinori and hug him when he was prepping meals. He could wrap his arms so easily around Toshinori's skinny frame as they slept. He could kiss him. Since that much had seemed impossible, the sexual parts were more few and far between. They were there, a Pandora's box that hadn't been opened since his late teens, but it's a bit- nice, to know their desires could match up.]
[And he was absolutely as much of a masochist as Toshinori. He just occasionally got to flip to the other side of the coin.]