Secrets I have held in my heart

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SECRET ADMIRER meme

You're in love with them, but they don't know it and you have no real intention of changing this. Whether it's because you don't want to admit anything to yourself, can't handle rejection, don't think you're good enough, or have no real experience with this kind of thing, your lips are sealed...for now. And maybe forever, if you're contented to love them from afar.

That is, if the object of your affection doesn't figure you out first.

HOW TO PLAY

• Comment with your character, preferences, and whether they'd be the admirer or the admired.
• Reply to others.
• RNG it or not.

PROMPTS

1. Meeting: How do you meet? Is it love at first sight?
2. Falling: You learn to love them, even if you never have before.
3. From Afar: You're not too close to them - they may not know you at all - but you still admire them. Whether "afar" means something like a different school, a different team, or a different world or walk of life is up to you.
4. Notice Me: You actually do want to be noticed. Please, senpai!~
5. Right in Front of You: The two of you are friends or allies, yet you're hiding your emotions in plain sight.
6. Denial: You? Love? No! Especially not with them...no, you weren't looking at them!
7. Jealousy: They don't know you're attracted to them, so you shouldn't feel mad when they're getting attention from others.
8. Too Shy Shy: The words just won't come out. Besides, you're too flustered by their presence in general.
9. Don't Deserve Them: You wouldn't want to subject them to you, anyway. They're too good.
10. Favors: Your love may not be known; still, you can do things for them or get them gifts, and they'll wonder who's doing all this. Their happiness is all you want, not their recognition.
11. Bad at This: So, about all those gifts or favors? You're not the sort to know about kindness and because of this, your shows of affection tend to be you offing their rivals or giving them stolen items.
12. Adorkable: You're awkward but it's endearing!
13. Never Expect the Quiet Ones: You barely speak, much less show how you feel. How could they know what you really think?
14. Lash Out: It's frustrating to have a crush you can't act on, so you've decided to act out...towards the one you love, perhaps to push them away.
15. Admission: Finally, you've decided to admit what you've felt all along.
16. Outed: Someone else has told your secret.
17. Caught: Maybe you were caught looking at them too much, speaking about your love out loud, or leaving them a gift. No matter what, the jig is up.
18. Content with Secrecy: You can admire them without saying a word. You're not conflicted in the least with living this life!
19. Requited: No more harboring secrets, as your feelings are returned.
20. Unrequited: ....ouch. Just ouch.
21. WILD CARD

Comments

Oliver Queen / Green Arrow | Arrowverse | m/m

[something_else]

[ Preferably admired ]

carrie white ; carrie ; f/m

[prayercloset]

[ probably the admired, but the inverse could be fun to play.

preference for cuteness with a dash a creepy mixed in for good measure. ]

jughead jones ♛ riverdale ♛ m/f

[filmnoirs]

Sébastien Wickermore - OC | M/M, M/F

[necrogoatr]

[Probably admirer, but admired would be fine, too. 7, 9, 11, or 14 would be the most applicable.]

Eren Jaeger | Shingeki no Kyojin | M/M

[preciousbrat]

(prefered role: the admirer)

dia kurosawa | love live sunshine

[deportment]

Gabriel Starling | OC | OTA

[dogamidstmen]

[ Either role - if he's the admirer, pass on no.14 ]

Thea Queen l Arrow

[redarrowqueen]

(Can go either way as needed. M/F and canon through most recent crossover.)

Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow | MCU

[red_room_grad]

[F/M, admired wanted]

larus | original | ota

[mislay]

Jessica Jones | Netflix Marvel | F/M

[assholic]

[Could go either or with her, but more likely admired. (No Kilgraves).]

Matt Murdock | Netflix Marvel | OTA

[lawyerbyday]

[Can go either way.]

Nicole "Nikki" Geiszler l Rule!63 Pacific Rim

[ppdckscience]

(Voicetesting! Can go either way and set post first film.)

caleb holt ( original )

[siaw]

akira kurusu | persona 5 | ota

[hairtugged]

( fine with playing either role! )

ann takamaki | persona 5 | ota

[redtights]

( fine with either role! )

integra hellsing ( hellsing )

[fairbrook]

( OTA. More likely the object of admiration, but I'm not picky. )

ferid bathory ( owari no seraph )

[pastimes]

[hellsing_drug]

[ALL OF THEM]

[How's about 5, 6, 9, 11, 17..19 with Integra being the object of admiration?]

hiyori iki | noragami

[obe]

haneul moon | oc | ota

[grimless]

[fairbrook]

( Admittedly, with Alucard(s) I'm more interested in one-sided things, with Integra having nothing more than a deep platonic respect for him. I would be more than open to something like 9 with Alucard broadcasting his more... yandere traits, though! )

beth greene | the walking dead | ota

[littlemissfutility]

[Interested in both canon and cross-canon CR, happy to do things in her world, your character's world, or a jamjar!]

evan sabahnur | x-men | ota

[kidpocalypse]

[Interested in both canon and cross-canon CR, happy to do things in his world or a jamjar!]

Present Mic (Yamada Hizashi) • BNHA • OTA

[yeeeeeeah]