[ He hates this because he wants to end the conversation here, wants to have never said half the things he's said already but instead he's stuck with this gut impulse, this forced thing that makes him look pathetically at Joseph and confess his quiet regrets. ]
... I think you did enjoy it. You're using your reputation to justify your fear and taking it out on me instead. I think it makes you feel better to see how my life is and how people react to me so you can think at least I made the right choice for whatever bullshit that makes you want to hide in that fucking closet.
[ HE REALLY... DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT MUCH. he winces, rubbing his face with his hands and trying to bite his tongue but he can't, he can.t]
They'd all move on, you idiot. Maybe for a bit they'd be sad but they would move on. Look at you, you're fine without me. That says enough, doesn't it?
PSSH it's fine i'm stll hella here 4 u
... I think you did enjoy it. You're using your reputation to justify your fear and taking it out on me instead. I think it makes you feel better to see how my life is and how people react to me so you can think at least I made the right choice for whatever bullshit that makes you want to hide in that fucking closet.
[ HE REALLY... DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY THAT MUCH. he winces, rubbing his face with his hands and trying to bite his tongue but he can't, he can.t]
They'd all move on, you idiot. Maybe for a bit they'd be sad but they would move on. Look at you, you're fine without me. That says enough, doesn't it?