(There are those anecdotes historians trot out 'defending' Alexander the Great's sexuality, that he was renowned for his self control around beautiful women, not realizing the humor. Meanwhile: all of his lovers.)
More kissing is good. More than good. Alejandro wants to feel like he's drowning in him, he wants to be overwhelmed so that every bit of disorientation with how different he is now is chased away; he really had given up. He's had his strange, awful dreams, and he's had thousands of intrusive thoughts suggesting things like Maybe he was reborn with you, and simply died as a child.
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Unsurprisingly.
(There are those anecdotes historians trot out 'defending' Alexander the Great's sexuality, that he was renowned for his self control around beautiful women, not realizing the humor. Meanwhile: all of his lovers.)
More kissing is good. More than good. Alejandro wants to feel like he's drowning in him, he wants to be overwhelmed so that every bit of disorientation with how different he is now is chased away; he really had given up. He's had his strange, awful dreams, and he's had thousands of intrusive thoughts suggesting things like Maybe he was reborn with you, and simply died as a child.
But he's not dead. He's right here.