Well, he's certainly built. Achieved. He's always been in the top tier of any group he's been a part of, driven 'like the devil himself is after him' as his grandfather had once said, but the only thing that had chased him was ghosts. He'd have gone on, but no matter what he'd accomplished, it would have been very hard to convince him that he hadn't been a failure. Healthy or not, there were days when he'd felt more like Hephaestion than Jon and they had been, well, rough days.
Things Alejandro will never know, as much because Jon doesn't really want to talk about them as because, in his presence, with him there, they hardly exist. Or if they do, the darkness is drained from them along with the loneliness.
Especially now that they're working on pants and underwear and shoes and socks too, yes, those need to go, anything, everything between them. He can't even think of sex when he just wants to make sure he gets to either taste or touch every part of his partner.
Right now, though, he's going to insist on a bit more kissing with the nakedness for flavor.
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Well, he's certainly built. Achieved. He's always been in the top tier of any group he's been a part of, driven 'like the devil himself is after him' as his grandfather had once said, but the only thing that had chased him was ghosts. He'd have gone on, but no matter what he'd accomplished, it would have been very hard to convince him that he hadn't been a failure. Healthy or not, there were days when he'd felt more like Hephaestion than Jon and they had been, well, rough days.
Things Alejandro will never know, as much because Jon doesn't really want to talk about them as because, in his presence, with him there, they hardly exist. Or if they do, the darkness is drained from them along with the loneliness.
Especially now that they're working on pants and underwear and shoes and socks too, yes, those need to go, anything, everything between them. He can't even think of sex when he just wants to make sure he gets to either taste or touch every part of his partner.
Right now, though, he's going to insist on a bit more kissing with the nakedness for flavor.