[ Her voice trembles, even though he's so close. He's so close that she needs to clutch onto the fabric of his shirt, wind it around her own fingers to reassure herself that he isn't going to disappear. Dark eyes close shut as she feels her forehead against his. It's warm and reassuring, to be honest, and she can't help but feel hot tears roll down the side of her cheeks. ]
I felt that I betrayed so many people and it hurts- [ It still does, and now it's not only her voice that comes out shakily, she's the one that's vibrating out of fear. A strike straight to the heart where she can't see it. ] I'm so scared of myself. I don't trust myself or any of my memories, and I... I didn't know what to do.
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[ Her voice trembles, even though he's so close. He's so close that she needs to clutch onto the fabric of his shirt, wind it around her own fingers to reassure herself that he isn't going to disappear. Dark eyes close shut as she feels her forehead against his. It's warm and reassuring, to be honest, and she can't help but feel hot tears roll down the side of her cheeks. ]
I felt that I betrayed so many people and it hurts- [ It still does, and now it's not only her voice that comes out shakily, she's the one that's vibrating out of fear. A strike straight to the heart where she can't see it. ] I'm so scared of myself. I don't trust myself or any of my memories, and I... I didn't know what to do.