He knows because sometimes he wonders if he's made a mistake as the guardian of this ragtag family. Sometimes he wonders if he's blown something irreparably or damaged one of his kids beyond recovery or just generally not been what they need him to be. What if he does one day? What if he messes them up so badly somehow that it ruins their lives? What if they get taken away from him?
But all he can do is the best he can. It's all any of them can do. And be grateful that love covers so much. His hand leaves Lance's shoulder to cup his cheek and he ducks his head to look at the boy.
He can't think of anything more important to him or that he loves more than his little mismatched family. He can't think of anything more frightening than losing them. He gets that. So his voice is soft.]
Thanks, Lance. For trying. But remember, I get scared sometimes too. That I'm going to make a mistake with one of you that's so bad it can't be fixed. But you wouldn't ditch me if I made a mistake, even if it was a huge one, even if it was one that hurt you. I know you. What makes you think I love you any less than that?
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He knows because sometimes he wonders if he's made a mistake as the guardian of this ragtag family. Sometimes he wonders if he's blown something irreparably or damaged one of his kids beyond recovery or just generally not been what they need him to be. What if he does one day? What if he messes them up so badly somehow that it ruins their lives? What if they get taken away from him?
But all he can do is the best he can. It's all any of them can do. And be grateful that love covers so much. His hand leaves Lance's shoulder to cup his cheek and he ducks his head to look at the boy.
He can't think of anything more important to him or that he loves more than his little mismatched family. He can't think of anything more frightening than losing them. He gets that. So his voice is soft.]
Thanks, Lance. For trying. But remember, I get scared sometimes too. That I'm going to make a mistake with one of you that's so bad it can't be fixed. But you wouldn't ditch me if I made a mistake, even if it was a huge one, even if it was one that hurt you. I know you. What makes you think I love you any less than that?