Suffer?

[ She stopped walking, and came around in front of him, smiling. ]

I'm not suffering because you're alive and here and, [ She frowned. ] real enough for me to touch. [ He doesn't know much about her, or the extent of her powers so perhaps this is a good conversation to have now. Yu will never be able to tell how far into her own sadness she truly is, and she will never have to address it as long as he doesn't disappear as many have done in service to the Maeve. ]

I'm surprised by how you look like him, and smell like him, and smile just the same as he does. I'm caught off guard by you leading me about. [ She crosses her arms over her chest, but it's more like she's trying to comfort herself the way her hand comes up so she can bite on her fingernail. Loki got used to telling him the truth and it's hard to stop when she trusted another version of him so much. ] I'm jealous that as happy as you are now--I like to think I made it okay for him here. I like to think that Eros was a kind distraction because of what happened to his home world.

[ A shrug. ]

You are not making me suffer. [ She shrugged, looking down at the pavement. ] I think this is the happiest I've been since he died.