[A one shouldered shrug. God, this is so awkward. He hates it. He hates even more knowing it's all his fault. But he doesn't have any other options, not in his mind. All he knows, all he can focus on is how he needs to stay away. It'd be so easy, too easy to get sucked into Madison completely. To lose himself in... this, in them. He had nearly forgotten what it was to feel so strongly about someone. For once in his life he wishes he could apologize, but he can't. He can't explain himself, because he has no reason for this.
no subject
He's just scared. And when he's scared, he runs.]
Anything you want. You're the sick one.