[ as in most things, they are equal opposites, and where dean feels awkward and uncomfortable, castiel is relatively complacent and relaxed. things like this, talking about things that are important - it scares him far less than sex, that's for sure. even if he's still nervous, still worried that dean is going to realize he totally chose the wrong person here. ]
Yeah. [ he says, hesitating, because dean is right. curfew is upon them and castiel very much needs to make up for that hour spent not studying, and if he wants to get any good amount of sleep for tomorrow's classes he should really start soon. but saying goodbye to dean is never easy. their house divide makes things so difficult, sometimes. who knows when they'll get this chance again?
in the end he steps forward and, after a quick glance around to make doubly sure that the stairwells are abandoned, he slips his hands under dean's jaw and dips his head down to kiss him - uncertain at first, but then it's warm, and slow, and soft. ]
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Yeah. [ he says, hesitating, because dean is right. curfew is upon them and castiel very much needs to make up for that hour spent not studying, and if he wants to get any good amount of sleep for tomorrow's classes he should really start soon. but saying goodbye to dean is never easy. their house divide makes things so difficult, sometimes. who knows when they'll get this chance again?
in the end he steps forward and, after a quick glance around to make doubly sure that the stairwells are abandoned, he slips his hands under dean's jaw and dips his head down to kiss him - uncertain at first, but then it's warm, and slow, and soft. ]