[ The eye-sex they're having is very much real. Its been there for as long as Dean can remember, words unspoken could be interpreted through their pair of eyes but in the end, they're nothing short of vocal with each other. And always always coming to some sort of agreement with one another no matter the frustration because that's what loved ones are. A damn near hassle but completely worth the fight. So they can come to a solution, kiss and make up. Not literally, of course. But you know what's being said here. The bond dean has shared with Cas is a blessing, he's never let anyone this close. No one. And .. Never again. Dean has crashed and burned one too many times. Dean barks out- ]
Don't you turn this around on me.
[ It's true, he keeps everyone at arms length, never letting people concern over him but there was a reason. He believes with every fiber of his being that he was just a liability to everyone in his life. It would actually be better if he just up and left everything behind or die one or the other he wouldn't care much. Everyone would be happy, they'd live happy lives. Instead, they've got this unimaginable weight that is Dean Campbell Winchester. He knows what his brother thinks of him so this is why he's come to this conclusion of giving himself hell and more.
The mark is only making it a hundredfold worse. Twisting it, twisting his mind with lies and making him paranoid of everyone. Trusting no one. The darkness looms over dean like a storm cloud. He welcomes it. This is what he deserves. The sudden movement surprises dean. With a blink, even when the other has removed himself dean doesn't move. Doesn't so much as breath. He knows cas does so much for him but he also has been more than confusing lately. Dean finally breath's out- ]
No but it's alright to neglect us, to neglect me? I'm sorry I'm such a problem for you. Don't worry though, I won't make the mistake of bothering you again. You can leave now, we've done this dance before. I'm no longer your problem.
[ And he ends that with an arm slightly raised to reveal the mark for emphasis. Unknowing that this could very well release another bout of anger. Or not, who knew? ]
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Don't you turn this around on me.
[ It's true, he keeps everyone at arms length, never letting people concern over him but there was a reason. He believes with every fiber of his being that he was just a liability to everyone in his life. It would actually be better if he just up and left everything behind or die one or the other he wouldn't care much. Everyone would be happy, they'd live happy lives. Instead, they've got this unimaginable weight that is Dean Campbell Winchester. He knows what his brother thinks of him so this is why he's come to this conclusion of giving himself hell and more.
The mark is only making it a hundredfold worse. Twisting it, twisting his mind with lies and making him paranoid of everyone. Trusting no one. The darkness looms over dean like a storm cloud. He welcomes it. This is what he deserves. The sudden movement surprises dean. With a blink, even when the other has removed himself dean doesn't move. Doesn't so much as breath. He knows cas does so much for him but he also has been more than confusing lately. Dean finally breath's out- ]
No but it's alright to neglect us, to neglect me? I'm sorry I'm such a problem for you. Don't worry though, I won't make the mistake of bothering you again. You can leave now, we've done this dance before. I'm no longer your problem.
[ And he ends that with an arm slightly raised to reveal the mark for emphasis. Unknowing that this could very well release another bout of anger. Or not, who knew? ]