[ Anders asks, sharp. He doesn't want to say please, doesn't want to beg, mostly because he doesn't want to give Carver the satisfaction. But despite the viciously enjoyable burn of cruelty, his hand is gentle when he reaches down and tousles Carvers hair. Whether it's affection or deliberately displacing his dark fringe so it falls differently is debatable.
It's probably better not to think about what Hawke would think if he saw them. Hawke trusts him to be a good man, and Anders knows that this might be betraying that trust, but honestly there are just things about him and his life Hawke can never know. Darkness that shouldn't touch him. ]
I'd like it a lot more if you kept your mouth full.
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[ Anders asks, sharp. He doesn't want to say please, doesn't want to beg, mostly because he doesn't want to give Carver the satisfaction. But despite the viciously enjoyable burn of cruelty, his hand is gentle when he reaches down and tousles Carvers hair. Whether it's affection or deliberately displacing his dark fringe so it falls differently is debatable.
It's probably better not to think about what Hawke would think if he saw them. Hawke trusts him to be a good man, and Anders knows that this might be betraying that trust, but honestly there are just things about him and his life Hawke can never know. Darkness that shouldn't touch him. ]
I'd like it a lot more if you kept your mouth full.