That's... I-- [it sure sounded like that's what you were doing, Milla. But he should know better.] I mean... It's not like I've really considered it that much, but... [that's a lie, he has.

he shakes his head and starts over. This is important. Even if it's embarrassing, it's important.]

I guess the answer is, of course I want to. There isn't anyone else I trust more than you. I just... don't know if I'm ready for a step like that yet. If that... makes sense.