[The first words to come out of his mouth and he hated that he even said them. Not that he didn't think it was horribly obvious he was nervous to begin with, but admitting it out loud just sounded so awful. Still, he felt as if he needed to explain himself.]
I mean it...it was my first time and. With you.
[The "with you" was probably the main source of his nervousness, after all. It was Charlie. Even if he had seen her has one of his best friends, and did a bunch of 'best friend' things together all the time, he always had that hint of a crush on her. One Steve and Matt made sure to tease him about constantly, no matter how much he denied it was a thing. But it was. And as time went on it just grew more and more.
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[The first words to come out of his mouth and he hated that he even said them. Not that he didn't think it was horribly obvious he was nervous to begin with, but admitting it out loud just sounded so awful. Still, he felt as if he needed to explain himself.]
I mean it...it was my first time and. With you.
[The "with you" was probably the main source of his nervousness, after all. It was Charlie. Even if he had seen her has one of his best friends, and did a bunch of 'best friend' things together all the time, he always had that hint of a crush on her. One Steve and Matt made sure to tease him about constantly, no matter how much he denied it was a thing. But it was. And as time went on it just grew more and more.
It was Charlie.]