"Both. I'd like to find pleasure with someone that I could trust, the last time I tried it almost ended up with me dead." Castiel enjoyed the contact more than he'd admit, but he'd like to find someone who wouldn't betray him. He grasped her hand tight, and he worked to leave everything he needed to take care of behind for just one night.

He knew his answer to her question. "I am." Castiel smiled, and he turned his attention away from the stars to River. "You've had a chance to live such a unique life, and I think you would be an amazing guide for my spiritual journey."