[It's much easier with them not looking at each other, which is a far cry from how they usually are, but Castiel prefers this for now. He remains leaning against the wall, with only Dean's back to study.
It's true that it shouldn't have happened that way, if it was going to happen at all. He can understand Dean's frustration with it.]
Demons taste like sulfur. It's not... particularly pleasant, but the act itself is enjoyable enough.
[Kissing Dean rather than kissing Abaddon in Dean would probably be a much nicer experience, though he's not certain that's ever going to happen at this point.
Nor does he really know how he feels about it. He's never had to examine his own emotions about this until now.]
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It's true that it shouldn't have happened that way, if it was going to happen at all. He can understand Dean's frustration with it.]
Demons taste like sulfur. It's not... particularly pleasant, but the act itself is enjoyable enough.
[Kissing Dean rather than kissing Abaddon in Dean would probably be a much nicer experience, though he's not certain that's ever going to happen at this point.
Nor does he really know how he feels about it. He's never had to examine his own emotions about this until now.]