tell me the truth

[oneholysock]

TRUTH MEME

you can't hold it in any longer. for some reason, be it a curse or just hit up side your conscious, you're now forced to tell only the truth.

①Post your character.
②Post to other characters.
③Have fun, anything goes.
④Profit.

Comments

[juniorvarsitycap]

Totally.

[immaterialgirl]

[and she wouldn't have survived without them.]

Couldn't let you be right.

[juniorvarsitycap]

And you never will.

[immaterialgirl]

What an ally you are, supporting women's rights by being wrong all the time.

[juniorvarsitycap]

If marriage teaches a man anything, it's that you're all in charge. It's just easier that way.

[immaterialgirl]

Hah. I never really ever planned on it. Felt more like a burden, having somebody waiting at a home I might never return to.

[juniorvarsitycap]

It got me through Afghanistan, knowing I had someone waiting for me.

[immaterialgirl]

... Could see that being good motivation, to get you through the worst of it.

I don't know. I guess I never felt like the type of woman that could ever provide anything that anyone actually wanted. In that context.

[juniorvarsitycap]

It was.

Turns out I wasn't that kind of man.

[immaterialgirl]

[this feels like a dangerous conversation to navigate, with as little as she knows of relationships.]

You must have been at some point. Were you... just following the script of what you thought the ideal American dream life for guys like you? Or. Did things change for you so drastically you no longer fit it?

[juniorvarsitycap]

We were good. We were solid. Until I became Captain America. It was stressful and then I just totally fucked it all up. The baby... we were trying to get our spark back. It didn't work.

[immaterialgirl]

I can imagine, with your fall from grace being all over the news. Was she... embarrassed or ashamed? Of being seen with you.

Or was it more like... you knew you were. Too messed up now. To be around somebody that deserved better? [because that's why she ended up using the blip as an opportunity to leave Bill.]

[juniorvarsitycap]

A bit of both, I think. She said she'd come to terms with it.

I wasn't ready, for him. It seemed like the right next step, but it's... I wasn't ready.

[immaterialgirl]

Sometimes they look at you in a way that makes you realize...

Not sure how anyone gets ready for something like that. The thought of it terrifies me, really. Having something that depends on me. Something that small and delicate and helpless and having to care for it. [when taking care of herself is already an exhausting fucking task. how is she meant to have the emotional capacity for anything else?]

[juniorvarsitycap]

Yeah.

You don't get ready? Most people think they are when it's planned, but it's nothing like you can imagine. It's so easy to get wrong.

[immaterialgirl]

That's why I liked being alone. Even when I got things wrong, the only one hurt was myself.

I'm sorry it didn't work out, though. The way you wanted.