No, it wouldn’t be. Plus, it wouldn’t make me stop worrying, anyway.

[He sighs softly, frustrated at how little he can actually help, no matter how much he wants to. He mumbles: ] I knew you’d say that.

[He nuzzles some more at Josh’s neck.] I just don’t know what else to do, but we’ve got to find something that works… [His voice goes small and quiet: ] I don’t want to lose you…