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All those right back at you, plus:

i would spend time/have fun/be friends with you - because you are the one person I trust and don't want to lose.

I thought that was implied.

Maybe. I like knowing it though. I would say others but you'll give me that look even if I can't see it.

and what face?

That one you make when I'm being emotional.

That's still not exactly specific.

This one that sometimes makes me nervous you want me to shut up. I'm learning though.

I never mean to make you want to shut up.

You know it's okay, right? I mean, I get it isn't something you want to hear from me. That's okay. I get it. All good, Erica. I swear.

Okay...

Erica. Come on. Don't. I'm trying to do the right thing.

I know and I'm sorry I'm being difficult.

Nope. Don't apologize for being you. You want to know something? I like you for being you, Erica. All that you are.

That sounded weird, didn't it?

A little bit, yeah.

Okay. Fine. I don't like upsetting you. Okay? I don't like making you do that okay pull away thing. There. Done.

Isaac, I don't like pulling away from you, you know. [why is this over a computer... she needs to go find him.]

You know it's okay though, right? I respect you.

[He might be curled up in a corner with his phone.]

[She tracks him down, easily, crouching down to rest her hands to his knees.]

Hey.

[He rolled over when he heard her gait, looking up at her. All big eyes and touseled hair.]

Hey you.

[She knelt down, shifting a bit to get more comfortable.]

Can I stay here a bit? [Truthfully, she wanted to curl up with him, to just ignore all the other things in her mind and just seek out that closeness.]

[The moment she asked that question he scooted over and then extended his arm, offering.]

Course you can. As long as you want.

[That question eased the tension in his expression.]

Any time, Erica.

[Her hand moved to inch herself closer to him, taking the extended arm and sitting beside him, shifting until she was settled against him.]

You shouldn't feel like you have to stop. I know I tell you to, but... it just scares me sometimes.

[He was patient, waiting until she settled in. There was always something about contact now, but with Erica it felt right. Pack. Friends. He wasn't even sure what. He just liked how it felt.]

I try and do what you ask. Mostly. At least for you. If you want me to, I can. Especially if I'm scaring you. I never meant to.

[He wasn't sure how he scared her but knowing he did bothered him deeply.]

[Her fingers tugged at nothing, just pulling fabric at her knee for a moment.]

I never had anyone be there for me, Isaac. No one protected me, no one looked after me. [She knew he would understand it, that he had been there too.]

Now, now I have the pack and I have Derek and Boyd... and I have you. [She shut her eyes and exhaled softly.] I like having you look out for me, and I like being around you. [Her fingers fidget against the denim on her thigh, just more idle gestures as she tries to work through her nerves.] I like being with you, kissing you, I like everything we do.

I've never had that and I don't want to take that, that part of you and me that I like so much and put it ahead of the rest, because it would be so easy to do that. It would be so easy. [She repeated it, knowing that she might not even be making sense, and even as she listened to herself she wasn't sure she was making it clear.]

I can't lose the first things that I've ever liked having.

Edited 2012-12-17 08:14 (UTC)