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gameofsocks ([personal profile] gameofsocks) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2017-05-30 09:07 pm

insomnia;

the i n s o m n i a meme


It happens to everyone - sometimes, you have nights where you just can't fall asleep, no matter what you do. It could be for a number of reasons, or no reason at all. And this is what's happened now: you've been laying in bed for what feels like hours, just tossing and turning, and nothing seems to help. So what's left to do? Get out of bed and go wake someone else up, of course. If you're not getting any sleep, then why should they?


i n s t r u c t i o n s

• Post with your character (note the name and fandom in the subject).
• Other people reply to you by generating a number from 1 to 10.
• Have fun!


o p t i o n s

01 • FEAR. Maybe you're hearing strange, indeterminable noises; maybe there's a severe storm happening outside; maybe you watched a scary movie before bed? Whatever the reason, you're terrified and it's keeping you awake. You just want to wake someone else up so they can protect you from the monster in your closet.
02 • HUNGER. Your stomach is growling and it just won't stop. Or perhaps your throat is so dry you could cough up a tumbleweed? Well, you've gone to the kitchen to remedy this and hey, that was a pan that just dropped on the floor. It was loud enough to wake the dead! Oops.
03 • PAIN. Your body is completely worn out, be it from exercise, battle, sickness, or what have you. Either way you're in enough pain to keep you from sleeping, so maybe someone else has a home remedy or something, or can at least help you take your mind off of it.
04 • SOLITUDE. For some reason, your bed just feels so empty at the moment. You're feeling terribly lonely and really just want someone to keep you company for a while. Maybe it'd be easier to fall asleep if you're with them...
05 • DISCOMFORT. Your room is an oven. Either that or a freezer. Or maybe this bed is just really uncomfortable? Who knows why you can't get to sleep, it feels like it could be anything. Why even bother trying? Maybe someone else can preoccupy you until you feel tired enough to ignore your discomfort.
06 • PENSIVE. Something's on your mind, and no matter how hard you try to focus elsewhere, it's just not going to work. Your body may be tired, but your mind is incredibly busy and it's virtually impossible to get to sleep. Surely, talking it out with someone else will help?
07 • SADNESS. Something terrible has happened that day, perhaps; or you could just be severely depressed. Either way you're trying your hardest not to cry yourself to sleep, and it's not working at all. Better find a way to get it out of your system somehow; you need a shoulder to cry on.
08 • ANGER. You are just... fuming. Who knows why - that annoying dog is barking again, or maybe the people next door are getting busy and keeping you awake. Whatever the reason for your ire is, you'd better put an end to it so you can get some damn rest already! Go wake up a friend so you can complain to them.
09 • RESTLESS. You're far too energetic to sleep right now. Maybe you're just trying to do so out of necessity - you have to be up early tomorrow! But you just don't think you'll be able to fall asleep for a while now, so why waste the time trying to sleep when you could be doing something else? Namely bothering someone else - you're totally jealous because they're getting more sleep than you.
10 • WILDCARD. Choose one of the options above, or make up your own scenario.


azgona: (pic#11485556)

wildcarding it bc lbr, echo has lots of problems with space

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-12 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ she's not meant to be here.

nothing about this situation is right in any way, to echo. the air smells strange...stale, sour. the water tastes even stranger. they've barely any food, hardly enough to keep them alive - she cannot hunt for meat, feel the sun on her face, or drink from a cool, rushing stream. they wake in darkness, move about in near-darkness, go to sleep again in darkness.

when she can sleep, that is. her circadian rhythm is a complete mess; without natural light she doesn't know what time of day or night it is, and despite the other members of skaikru keeping to a strict sleeping and waking schedule, even with her fatigue she's unable to adjust to it. instead she finds herself silently wandering the corridors of the ring, shuffling quietly along in the dark so as not to wake the others who manage to slumber. she walks and walks, glancing every now and then out of viewports and windows at the planet still on fire below them.

she's not meant to be here. the thought grows more and more apparent with each passing day and night cycle, growing like a panicked weed in her chest that sprouts thorns the longer it lives.

her footsteps are for the most part silent, but as she passes by bellamy's quarters she stumbles slightly over some piece of stray metal in the corridor and sends it clanging loudly into the corner.

she freezes in place, grimacing with guilt. ]
jettisons: (12)

POOR ECHO but this is perfect!

[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-13 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Echo isn't alone. It's taking longer for Bellamy to adjust than he would have expected. He's traded the comforting rustle of wind in the trees for the constant low machine hum of the Ark, and while it's familiar, he would be hard pressed to admit he prefers it. The Ark was never a particularly positive place for him, after all, and now that he's experienced the ground the darkness and claustrophobia are grating at him.

Despite Skaikru's strict schedule, Bellamy isn't sleeping well. He's always been a light sleeper, and even though there are no guards or grounders to listen for up here, old habits die hard. He's in that hazy, slightly uncomfortable twilight just before sleeping and waking when he's startled back to full consciousness by a sudden, sharp metallic banging noise. It's impossible for him not to jolt upright, although the logical part of his brain immediately says it's nothing. There's only seven of them up here—it can't be anything. A year on the ground fending off grounder attacks means it still takes an extra moment for his instincts to catch up.

He hauls himself out of bed and crosses the room to push open the door, eyebrows raising slightly when he finds Echo, looking a bit guilty, out in the hallway.]


Everything okay?
azgona: (pic#11485560)

❤!! and i'm so sorry this is late :c

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-23 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ she's already made far too much noise, and now to make things worse bellamy is awake and she's responsible for it. echo tries her best to school her features and leach the sadness from her face, but she's not sure how effective she is; he's more perceptive than that anyway.

she huffs a sigh and waves him off, ducking her head as she whispers a reply. she's at least not going to wake the others, if she can help it. ]


It's fine. A piece of metal jumped out at me - it wasn't my fault. [ it wasn't her intent, at least. ] Go back to sleep, Bellamy.
jettisons: (02)

NO PROBLEM <3

[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-24 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[These conversations are still strange to navigate. They're on a sort of neutral ground that they haven't actually discussed, and neither of them are hostile anymore, but there's still the weight of everything that's happened between them just out of sight at all times. It means he doesn't default to concern like he might with Raven, or a sarcastic quip like he might with Murphy. Instead, he's caught somewhere in the middle.]

They do less of that when you don't wander around the ship in the dark.
Edited 2017-06-24 15:48 (UTC)
azgona: (pic#11485562)

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-25 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ one thing she can count on, here - the bellamy snark. gentler than he gives to the rest of the spacekru, echo knows, but it still mystifies her how he can talk to her so nonchalantly at all.

she lifts her chin. ]
I can't sleep. What else am I supposed to do with myself?

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[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-25 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
Stare at the ceiling like the rest of us.

[It's an automatic response, still snarky, but far more honest than he meant it to be. He tries desperately to dial it back, squaring his shoulders. They're mirroring defensive body language at one another, and while part of Bellamy recognizes that, he's not sure how to stop it.]

Do something that doesn't involve almost breaking a leg.

[That's a bit kinder.]
azgona: (pic#11485554)

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-25 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's that first part that stops her, distracts her from that softer second response. ]

...I didn't think you were still awake, too. [ she blinks, defensiveness gone for the moment. ] Why can't you sleep?
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[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-25 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Damn it. This isn't something he wants to talk about, and this time it isn't because he's talking to Echo. This is the sort of thing he has a hard time bringing up even with Octavia or Clarke, and so her question pulls him up short. It takes him a moment of steely silence and not quite meeting her eyes to respond.]

There's a learning curve for all of us up here. I didn't miss it.

[It's honest, even if it's not the whole truth of what keeps him up.]
azgona: (pic#11485558)

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-25 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
But it should be easy for you. You were born here, in space. I thought -

[ obviously wrongly. ] I thought I was the only one.
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[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-25 08:55 am (UTC)(link)
[The notion of his people, his family, had expanded more than he ever thought it could on the ground, and now it's down to just these six people on a space station that he could swear is being held in the sky by Raven and Monty's stubbornness alone. As unthinkable as he would have found it a few months ago, Echo is one of them now. If she thought she was the only one struggling, that means he hasn't been doing a great job bridging the gap between her and the rest of them, and he can't help but feel guilty about that.

Bellamy smiles a little. It's wry, but at least it's clear that he's joking with her now.]


You haven't been listening to Murphy complain at every meal, then.

[And then, much more genuine:]

None of us are happy about this, Echo. It was the only shot we had.
azgona: (pic#11485565)

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-25 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's hardly bellamy's fault. echo simply doesn't know the finer details of living in a closed space with six other people where she's not required to fight, or die, or kill for someone. fighting is azgeda's way of life - at least, it was, before praimfaya.

but she wants to learn. she doesn't want to remain an outsider when she has years to spend in this tiny space with them. ]


Murphy complains, but at the end of the day he belongs here. [ he and emori, together, she doesn't say. ] There's no question of that.

I know none of you are truly happy about it. [ she looks at him with careful intent, assessing for a moment. ] Especially about who was left behind.
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[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-26 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
[It's obvious she means Clarke, and a familiar sense of guilt settles over him. Logically, he knows they couldn't have waited. Emotionally, it doesn't matter.

But Clarke is gone, and the people up here are what matter now, so he shakes his head.]


You are one of us, Echo. You saved our lives.
azgona: (pic#11485553)

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-26 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I threatened your life. [ there's an edge to her voice again, although for the sake of the other sleepers she keeps it at a muted hiss. ] I took many Skaikru lives.

[ she doesn't want to bring this up again, but she's pretty much already shot herself in the foot by even vaguely referencing clarke, so - ] Under orders, I tried to kill your sister, Bellamy.

[ she shakes her head, her eyes hard and wounded all at once. ] I don't understand how one act can wipe all of that away.
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[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-26 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Bellamy's posture shifts slightly as she speaks, his shoulders tensing and his jaw setting as his expression closes off. What she's done is always in the back of his head, but he does his best not to think of it every time he looks at her. There are times when it works and times when it doesn't, but it's impossible to keep his temper when she's throwing it in his face.]

Nothing has been wiped away. [His voice is harsh now, but still low.] If we're going to survive up here, we need to be on the same side.
azgona: (pic#11485567)

[personal profile] azgona 2017-06-29 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I am on your side. I know the things I did to you and to yours was wrong.

[ how could she not be? she's been banished from azgeda, from her own people, and denied entrance into the bunker by his sister. she has nowhere to go, no kru to be a part of, other than bellamy's.

...bellamy, who convinced her to live when she would have rather taken her own life in her shame. her voice is a whisper: ]
I just don't know if I'm worthy of it.
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[personal profile] jettisons 2017-06-29 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Bellamy is quiet for a moment, studying her before he finally steps forward. It isn't as open and comforting as he was in Becca's lab, but it's something. He doesn't think he forgives her yet, but he does think he's coming to trust her bit by bit, if slowly. He doesn't have much of a choice at this point. Maybe that's better.]

There isn't one of us up here that doesn't regret something. We keep going anyway. If you don't think you deserve it, then make yourself deserve it.