bakerstreet | tfln.

I really should know better than to open your messages during meetings.

Hm. Did I ruffle your feathers?

Don't flatter yourself - I merely lost a modicum of my composure.

I chuckled.

Governor Tarkin did not seem to find the situation quite so amusing.

Damn. I've got to work a little bit harder then, don't I?

It pleases me that I've pleased you.

Although I hardly meant to do it while you were in the middle of something important. I'm going to be in trouble for this, aren't I?

After all we've done, you should know I'm not an easily offended man.

I was almost concerned that perhaps I was a bit too rough with you. Then I realized you were practically begging for more.

Punishment is probably in order, yes.

My aim was not to offend you ... it was to tease. And perhaps to complain a bit, too.

You're not supposed to leave any marks ... no matter how much I beg you to.

And what will that be, exactly? Or do I have to wait to find out?

Well done, you.

Difficult to contain myself in the heat of the moment.

Just as it must be difficult to explain away bruises on your tits. However will you manage, I wonder?

I think I want you to be surprised.

Thank you.

Clearly. That's not to say that I didn't enjoy it ... but you are all too aware of that, aren't you?

I let him touch, but not see. I think he's wondering why I've suddenly gone shy. He fucked me as soon as I returned, you know, still sore and smarting from you. It was all I could do not to cry, it was too much.

I hardly expected that you'd tell me, anyway. Keeping me on my toes, you are.

I don't think you were simply putting on a show for my benefit.

[ He's long-since left the meeting, of course, in the privacy of his rooms now. It's just as well, for the way his expression darkens when he reads that part involving Cassian. ]

Didn't you enjoy being fucked by your lover? Pity. And here I thought you were just so happy together.

Never. Why would I have to feign my pleasure when it's always so good?

[They have sweet moments, sexy moments, for sure, and sour moments, too. They come in waves.]

I thought for sure that he'd sense you on me. Feel it, maybe, taste it, smell it. Didn't matter how many showers I took, I still felt you.

Happy enough.

[That is to say ... maybe things are starting to change, not that Jyn wants to admit it, not to anyone else, not to herself, not out loud.]

Do you have to feign your pleasure with him? When he fucks you so sweetly? Why else would you come to me and start something dangerous if you weren't bored playing it safe?

[ He has a temper, that's for certain. He can be unpredictable. And he is starting to like thinking and hearing about her captain less and less. ]

Does he claim you when he fucks you? Does he make you feel like his?

[It hadn't even been meant as a dig, not really. She wasn't displeased, had no reason to want to poke and prod at him ...

She frowns, and shakes her head, and continues typing.]

No, it's ... it's just different. He wouldn't be willing to make it hurt like you do. I'm not bored, I just ...

I have needs that aren't being met.

More like ... reassures me that I am. The only person that claims me is you.

[A pause while she considers ... ]

You're upset with me.

[A statement, not a question.]

[ Krennic isn't sure he likes this. He's been jealous before, of course - he's only human - but it was a different kind of jealousy. Jealous when his best friend and work partner had been taken away from him because of a pretty girl, petty as it seems. It's not something he wants to share with Jyn now, of course. ]

I am not upset with you, Jyn.

I don't like hearing about him, about how he fucks you right after I've claimed you as mine.

But at the same time...

I like hearing that he is unable to pleasure you in some way - in the way only I can.

I like knowing he makes you think about me, because I can give you something he can't.

[It's ... an uncomfortable feeling. Not being jealous, because she has the propensity to feel much the same, and has, and does, sometimes, too. More so because it wasn't supposed to be like this. It was supposed to be one encounter, and back to their daily lives, and now ...

There is no end in sight.

And that terrifies her.]

For what it's worth, Orson, I didn't say it because I wanted to get a rise out of you. I suppose I hadn't considered the fact that it was ... a bit insensitive.

I endeavor not to make the same mistake again.

You can and you do.

I have thoroughly enjoyed that time together thus far.

[ He can practically hear his name on her lips, her voice in his head... and he sighs. It's too much. ]

Jyn, don't be ridiculous. We had an implicit agreement, perhaps, but never clearly stated the rules.

I can hardly govern your actions when we're apart.

You have nothing to apologize for.

[ A longer pause, then - ]

I have enjoyed it as well.

[It is, sometimes, when Jyn allows herself moments to consider the implications of what they're doing.]

If we're to continue this, then perhaps the best course of action is to make some rules. So that there are less ... miscommunications.

Just because I'm away doesn't mean that my desire to please you has lessened. So, yes, I think that is the best option.

[It would be a lie to say that even just reading it doesn't turn her lips up at the edges in a faint smile.]

That is my hope.

That sounds like a fair course of action to take.

Unless you want me to destroy your Rebel lover... then probably you should not speak about him at great lengths to me.

[ What would the world be with one less Rebel, really? Of course, it would not be war that would bring him to such actions, but something dark and jealous. ]

Good.

I would much rather discuss such things face to face, unless there's anything pressing that needs to be implemented now.

[Like mentioning Cassian. Of course, now that Jyn has a very clear idea of why that is a bad idea, she won't be doing it again unless absolutely necessary.

Perhaps it's best that she doesn't let herself think about that jealousy or what it might incur.]

I'd rather you didn't. You've got my word, unless there's good reason for it, I won't mention him again.

[ Captcha is bad so here you go ]

tfln.

decisions, decisions... 3!

HOW DID I KNOW

DAMN I'M TOO PREDICTABLE

Haha, nah, it just makes sense for what they're doing, the scandalous creatures

aw yeah

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