tfln.

[terriblyy]

TEXTS FROM LAST NIGHT.you know what to do.

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jyn erso || rogue one

[made_of_stars]

1: Aka I'm headed to find some liquor because I don't know how to handle my emotions.

2: WHEN THE HELL DOES ANYTHING IN OUR LIVES *EVER* GO AS PLANNED???

3: It's hard not to feel like a terrible person with bruises on your tits.

4: After last night I am convinced that you are the human embodiment of alcoholism and bad decisions.

5: He was simultaneously rubbing my shoulders and fucking me. I'm keeping him.

6: [bring your own text]

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[captain_by_the_book]

Bad day?

[made_of_stars]

To say the least.

[captain_by_the_book]

I'm sorry. No, nothing ever goes as planned for us.

[made_of_stars]

Do you think things will fall apart completely if we run away for a week, just to recharge?

[captain_by_the_book]

I thought no more running away?

[ But hiding from everything sure sounds nice.
]

[made_of_stars]

We'd come back. I don't intend on abandoning this now.

[captain_by_the_book]

I'm happy to hear that from you.

A week, maybe. I could ask.

[made_of_stars]

Everybody already thinks I'm going to jump ship at the first opportunity. I'm glad you believe me.

You'd do that? :)

I won't get my hopes up, or anything, but it would be nice, wouldn't it? Time to do whatever we want. Time to act like normal people. Not that I know what that's like, but still.

1/2

[captain_by_the_book]

I don't know either. I try to keep my down time between missions as short as possible, never mind vacations. Taking time off, letting yourself slow down and think, it does bad things to your mind in my line of work.

I don't care what we do, as long as we keep busy.

Promise me that and I'll ask.

2/2

[captain_by_the_book]

If I still thought you would run we wouldn't be having this conversation.

[made_of_stars]

I'll be sure to keep you busy, you can count on that. If I'm going to take you with me, then I'm not going to insist on not doing anything if it makes you uncomfortable. We'll find someplace with plenty of options - go be tourists for a while, maybe.

Thank you.

And ... thank you for that, too, believing in me. It means a lot to hear that.

[captain_by_the_book]

No, I thank you for understanding. Besides, I trust you to find trouble no matter where you go.

You know I doubted you, I never lied about that. But you have proven your mettle.

[made_of_stars]

Of course. It's your break, too. Hm, well, I have always been good at that ...

I know. I didn't really trust you, either. Now I do, without a doubt. I think we make a pretty good team.

decisions, decisions... 3!

[themaninwhite]

I really should know better than to open your messages during meetings.

HOW DID I KNOW

[made_of_stars]

Hm. Did I ruffle your feathers?

DAMN I'M TOO PREDICTABLE

[themaninwhite]

Don't flatter yourself - I merely lost a modicum of my composure.

I chuckled.

Governor Tarkin did not seem to find the situation quite so amusing.

Haha, nah, it just makes sense for what they're doing, the scandalous creatures

[made_of_stars]

Damn. I've got to work a little bit harder then, don't I?

It pleases me that I've pleased you.

Although I hardly meant to do it while you were in the middle of something important. I'm going to be in trouble for this, aren't I?

aw yeah

[themaninwhite]

After all we've done, you should know I'm not an easily offended man.

I was almost concerned that perhaps I was a bit too rough with you. Then I realized you were practically begging for more.

Punishment is probably in order, yes.

[made_of_stars]

My aim was not to offend you ... it was to tease. And perhaps to complain a bit, too.

You're not supposed to leave any marks ... no matter how much I beg you to.

And what will that be, exactly? Or do I have to wait to find out?

[themaninwhite]

Well done, you.

Difficult to contain myself in the heat of the moment.

Just as it must be difficult to explain away bruises on your tits. However will you manage, I wonder?

I think I want you to be surprised.

[made_of_stars]

Thank you.

Clearly. That's not to say that I didn't enjoy it ... but you are all too aware of that, aren't you?

I let him touch, but not see. I think he's wondering why I've suddenly gone shy. He fucked me as soon as I returned, you know, still sore and smarting from you. It was all I could do not to cry, it was too much.

I hardly expected that you'd tell me, anyway. Keeping me on my toes, you are.

[themaninwhite]

I don't think you were simply putting on a show for my benefit.

[ He's long-since left the meeting, of course, in the privacy of his rooms now. It's just as well, for the way his expression darkens when he reads that part involving Cassian. ]

Didn't you enjoy being fucked by your lover? Pity. And here I thought you were just so happy together.

[made_of_stars]

Never. Why would I have to feign my pleasure when it's always so good?

[They have sweet moments, sexy moments, for sure, and sour moments, too. They come in waves.]

I thought for sure that he'd sense you on me. Feel it, maybe, taste it, smell it. Didn't matter how many showers I took, I still felt you.

Happy enough.

[That is to say ... maybe things are starting to change, not that Jyn wants to admit it, not to anyone else, not to herself, not out loud.]

[themaninwhite]

Do you have to feign your pleasure with him? When he fucks you so sweetly? Why else would you come to me and start something dangerous if you weren't bored playing it safe?

[ He has a temper, that's for certain. He can be unpredictable. And he is starting to like thinking and hearing about her captain less and less. ]

Does he claim you when he fucks you? Does he make you feel like his?