Well, I mean, I don't wanna tell you guys how to live your life or anything but you both have lives, right? I wouldn't want you to close yourself off to anyone you might be interested in because of some nasty rumors that make you seem um... unavailable.
We are our lives. We always have been. Imagining an alternative... terrifies me, honestly. If someone else becomes more important to Hikaru than I am, it might kill me.
I know it's hard to let go, but do you think you'll be living together forever? I mean... if you guys decide to go to different universities or get married, what would you do then? Would you want him trying to hold onto you while you try to get a house in order with someone?
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2. You are attracted to power and since you can't date the married old guy you have to go for the next best thing - his gay son.
3. You said too many real things and now I need to crawl back inside my protective fort of sarcasm, being an asshole, and sass.
4. I mean, don't most people have like a two week grace period where it's okay to ditch new friends?
5. [text him!]
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But you're right. I need to hear it. I'm just warning you I'll probably react badly even though I know you're right.
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As far as needing to hear it... you probably did, but... I probably could have been kinder about it. I'm not the best in situations like that.
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I don't know if I could. I mean, find another person I'd want to do that with. It's hard to imagine. It's impossible to imagine.