for once, just for once, why can't you assume i'm ecstatic about NOT being knocked out of a league by someone who wins through pure blind luck and not anything resembling skill at all?
then maybe you should ask first? you can ask if i won or lost and then i can tell you instead of making it sound like i'm always losing? that's something you can do, right???
yeah, so that's why you shouldn't assume the outcome. because i win more often than i lose. i'm not that terrible. i shouldn't be that terrible. but i was that terrible today so that's why it really hurts okay? so don't assume i'm terrible even though i was terrible. okay?
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hikaru shindou | hikaru no go | ota
2) kflsdhhsdf9ur;lfals;fj30r!!!!!!
and that's how i feel about that
3) i think i got on the wrong plane somehow
free alcohol, though. it's my lucky day.
4) [Text him?]
2.
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maybe that's what i'm doing
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when i got too salty over losing he'd
sit me down and kick my ass until i was too upset to see the stones.
his way of telling me to shut up and work harder.
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He played kindly and patiently. He must have been kind and patient.
[ Shindou Hikaru, ruining idols since, roughly, forever. ]
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but his go was always so controlled. i'm still trying to figure out how he managed that.
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i was a spirit medium. it shouldn't be that hard to understand.
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but i placed the stones for sai.
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To think his hand was that refined, despite constant suffering...
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was
a
ghost
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