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estivates ([personal profile] estivates) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2016-02-07 03:42 am

can't sleep.

the i n s o m n i a meme

It happens to everyone - sometimes, you have nights where you just can't fall asleep, no matter what you do. It could be for a number of reasons, or no reason at all. And this is what's happened now: you've been laying in bed for what feels like hours, just tossing and turning, and nothing seems to help. So what's left to do? Get out of bed and go wake someone else up, of course. If you're not getting any sleep, then why should they?


i n s t r u c t i o n s

• Post with your character (note the name and fandom in the subject).
• Other people reply to you by generating a number from 1 to 10.
• Have fun!


o p t i o n s

01 • FEAR. Maybe you're hearing strange, indeterminable noises; maybe there's a severe storm happening outside; maybe you watched a scary movie before bed? Whatever the reason, you're terrified and it's keeping you awake. You just want to wake someone else up so they can protect you from the monster in your closet.
02 • HUNGER. Your stomach is growling and it just won't stop. Or perhaps your throat is so dry you could cough up a tumbleweed? Well, you've gone to the kitchen to remedy this and hey, that was a pan that just dropped on the floor. It was loud enough to wake the dead! Oops.
03 • PAIN. Your body is completely worn out, be it from exercise, battle, sickness, or what have you. Either way you're in enough pain to keep you from sleeping, so maybe someone else has a home remedy or something, or can at least help you take your mind off of it.
04 • SOLITUDE. For some reason, your bed just feels so empty at the moment. You're feeling terribly lonely and really just want someone to keep you company for a while. Maybe it'd be easier to fall asleep if you're with them...
05 • DISCOMFORT. Your room is an oven. Either that or a freezer. Or maybe this bed is just really uncomfortable? Who knows why you can't get to sleep, it feels like it could be anything. Why even bother trying? Maybe someone else can preoccupy you until you feel tired enough to ignore your discomfort.
06 • PENSIVE. Something's on your mind, and no matter how hard you try to focus elsewhere, it's just not going to work. Your body may be tired, but your mind is incredibly busy and it's virtually impossible to get to sleep. Surely, talking it out with someone else will help?
07 • SADNESS. Something terrible has happened that day, perhaps; or you could just be severely depressed. Either way you're trying your hardest not to cry yourself to sleep, and it's not working at all. Better find a way to get it out of your system somehow; you need a shoulder to cry on.
08 • ANGER. You are just... fuming. Who knows why - that annoying dog is barking again, or maybe the people next door are getting busy and keeping you awake. Whatever the reason for your ire is, you'd better put an end to it so you can get some damn rest already! Go wake up a friend so you can complain to them.
09 • RESTLESS. You're far too energetic to sleep right now. Maybe you're just trying to do so out of necessity - you have to be up early tomorrow! But you just don't think you'll be able to fall asleep for a while now, so why waste the time trying to sleep when you could be doing something else? Namely bothering someone else - you're totally jealous because they're getting more sleep than you.
10 • WILDCARD. Choose one of the options above, or make up your own scenario.

darthvaderfanboy: (Listening to Evanescence)

Kylo Ren | Star Wars

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-06 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-07 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
((y/n? you can tell me to get lost it won't hurt my feelings))
darthvaderfanboy: (Blackest eyes)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-07 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
[You will stay and you will RP and that is an order. :) I got 4. Do you want to start or should I?]

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-07 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
((cries yes boss. Do the honours~))
darthvaderfanboy: (Hooded)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-07 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
[The First Order had its uses for Kylo Ren. He was good as an attack dog, a leader for the Knights of Ren, the right-hand man for the Supreme Leader. What he was not skilled at was diplomacy. Weakened as they were by the loss of their major weapons center, they needed to court the planets that were still undecided in the conflict. Normally, he never would have been sent on this sort of mission, but since the destruction of Starkiller Base, there weren't a lot of spare hands on deck. He'd been sent off with a stern warning to keep his temper in check and keep the real diplomats safe.

Unfortunately, the Resistance had also sent their own people on a similar mission. Open hostilities would have spelled the end for either side's hopes of getting the planet Nark to join them, so both sides were existing in an uneasy truce for the time being. Kylo found himself getting more and more restless as the days went on. One night, he couldn't sleep no matter how he tossed and turned on the unfamiliar bed. He'd eventually given up and gone outside to stare up at the planet's four moons. The amount of light produced by them blocked out most of the starlight, which only added to his irritability. Kylo liked being able to see the familiar stars of the galaxy.

Still down on a boulder a short distance away from the domed buildings where both groups were being housed, he gazed up at the night sky. Closing his eyes, he began to meditate, stretching his mind outwards until he could touch all minds around him. Most were quiet and deeply asleep. He felt the raging storm inside of him calm down just a little bit. This was what being a Force-user was all about: being one with the universe.]

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-07 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
[It was no surprise Poe sent. This is the sort of thing he's ideal for, an active and prolific member of the Resistance with experience and charisma. And he was, for the moment, useless until word came back regarding Luke and Rey.

The surprise came in the presence of the First Order. More specifically, the choice of presence. Poe had maintained a cool professionalism but he was less than enthused. Of all the people to play nice with. The days went by without conflict. The tension was there, ever present. Poe did his best to adapt to it.

Adapting meant avoiding. He did a good job of it. Or he had been, until now. He hadn't tried to sleep yet, opting, instead, to get a feeling for the area. Imagine the pilot's surprise when he saw a dark figure lurking in the light of the moons. He could turn around and leave - the best option, actually. Poe didn't need any other choices. Turning to go, his boot crunched on some fallen foliage.
]
Edited 2016-02-07 07:04 (UTC)
darthvaderfanboy: (Blackest eyes)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-07 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Kylo's breathing was low and steady as his hands wrapped around his knees, leaning back as he meditated. Perhaps he would be able to go back in and sleep after another half hour or so. He could sense that someone was drawing closer, a mind that seemed oddly familiar to the knight. Minds like that usually meant he had been inside them before. As long as they posed no threat to him, he wasn't going to start a fight. Not when the night was so quiet.

When he heard the sound of a foot coming down sharply on the old leaves, his head snapped around with startling ferocity, his glare clear even through the helmet's black slit. Of course it was the pilot. Kylo had seen him over the course of the past few days and had been radiating displeasure at the sight of his former captive strutting around free and with the Resistance once more. Now here he was, being an intrusive nuisance on the quiet of the night.]


Poe Dameron. [He acknowledged the man with a surliness even the vocoder couldn't disguise.] What are you doing still awake?

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-07 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
[So much for that.

Poe turned, to face his former captor face on. He didn't have enough trust with Kylo Ren to keep his back partially to him, even if they were currently under a shaky agreement. His eyebrows went up.
]

There some sort of rule about not being asleep I don't know about? Does that thing ever come off?
darthvaderfanboy: (Mind probe)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-07 08:48 am (UTC)(link)
[Kylo turned his body so that he could face the pilot head-on. The moonlight lit up the area to create a bright landscape. Maybe that was the real reason he couldn't sleep. All this bright light was messing with his internal clock.]

Everyone else is. [Almost every mind he sense is fast asleep as any normal person would be expected to be at three in the morning. His next reply sounds almost amused.] I don't sleep in it.

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-07 08:54 am (UTC)(link)
I was headed that way.

[But bad guys lurking in the night are a cause for suspicion. Poe does snort, though, because that sounded almost like a joke. Who'd have thought. Maybe the distance from the First Order is doing Kylo some weird sort of good.]

If you'll excuse me, I'll let you get back to - Whatever was happening here.
darthvaderfanboy: (Talk to the dead)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-07 09:10 am (UTC)(link)
Meditating.

[That almost sounded like a joke in itself with how volatile the knight's moods could become, though Kylo was being perfectly serious. It was one of the few vestiges left from his time training as a Jedi. He had a whole chamber for it in his quarters on the Finalizer. His mind had always been a restless, fractured place. Everything in the galaxy was just so noisy. It did him good to clear his mind from time to time.]

A touch of which would do you some good.

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-07 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I'll pass.

[Because this wasn't strange at all. Standing here, at an obscene hour, in the light of four moons, having what is probably considered a real conversation with Kylo Ren. Poe was waiting for the other shoe to drop. Unless the whole meditating thing actually made the knight more bearable.

That'd be some meditation.
]
darthvaderfanboy: (Use the Force)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-07 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Come. Stay a while.

[Kylo lifts a hand. Using the Force, he pulls Poe unwillingly forward on his toes until he's close enough for Kylo to reach out and touch him. There's no real motivation for the knight to do it other than he wants to unnerve the other man.]

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-07 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[On the list of things Poe was starting to dislike, the force was at the top of it. He still struggled against it despite knowing better, and, worse still, he felt almost as if there was no real malice in the action. That almost made it worse. No - what made it worse was he had no reason to deny the request. And Poe sure as hell wasn't gonna be the reason Kylo Ren lost ot.

When he could move, he smoothed out his jacket - a new one, darker, a little roughed up but obviously still being broken in. Sometimes the stiffness still in the fabric made it squeak.
]

Nothing like a morning talk in the moonlight.

[If they waited, they could probably catch one of the sunrises. How stupidly romantic.]
darthvaderfanboy: (Lens flare)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-08 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
[Kylo's a little amused by Poe's discomfort. Everyone around him is always uneasy with his gifts, as if he might snap and turn on them at any given moment. While this is true to a certain extent, he does know how to control himself. It's just that most times he's choosing not to use his self-restraint.

He moves over on the boulder so that Poe can take a seat if he wants to.]


Are you afraid to be out here with me?

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-08 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a snort (accompanied by squeaking). Poe sits down in the vacated space and shrugs.]

Nah. I'm sure that disappoints you.
darthvaderfanboy: (Rain)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-08 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Not at all. Everyone on the Finalizer is terrified of me. [Well, everyone but Hux and Phasma, but they're extraordinary, so they don't count. Kylo stares back up at the sky as they sit there, straining to see the stars beyond the moonlight.]

It's something different.

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-08 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
[This was unexpected. Poe frowns, turning his head to examine the profile of the mask.]

What is? A good different?
darthvaderfanboy: (Default)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-08 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Kylo looks at Poe out of the corner of his mask. He shrugs, a gesture that humanizes the otherwise imposing figure.]

Just different.

[Truth be told, he's quite forgotten how to interact with people who don't fear him. There's a certain lack of a buzzing sensation that accompanies what he can sense from Poe's mind.]

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-08 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
Ah.

[Poe just nods. Makes sense. He guesses. He leans back on his hands, looking up at the moons. Just hanging out with Kylo Ren on some rocks.]

As long as it's not bad.
darthvaderfanboy: (Default)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-08 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Sitting here quietly is a far cry from the knight mentally torturing the pilot on the Finalizer.]

When it comes to you, I expect...

[Kylo shrugs once again, unable to think of a good word. Poe represents everything that he despises about the Resistance. The man himself is like an irritant that keeps rubbing Kylo the wrong way.]

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-08 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[He waits. It becomes apparent that the sentence is going to stay unfinished, and Poe can't help it. He looks over, amused smirk passing over his face.]

You shouldn't expect anything about me. Not at this point.
darthvaderfanboy: (Seeing red)

[personal profile] darthvaderfanboy 2016-02-08 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
I don't.

[That smirk earns Poe a light shove with the Force, no harder than he would have by reaching out and pushing him with his hand.]

[personal profile] leiafanboy 2016-02-08 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
[No, nothing strange or amiss here. Just two confirmed enemies acting like friends. Poe's suspicions raise again, eyes shifting to glance out from their corners at Kylo.

Apparently meditation works wonders.
]

Good.