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Compromising Position

COMPROMISING POSITION MEME

Up until now, there's definitely been some tension between you two. Whether it's more romantic or flatly sexual is, understandably, dependent on the personalities involved, but the fact remains that you both have been dancing around the issue for whatever reason. Why do why say "up until now?" Well, it's simple. Somehow, either through accident or otherwise, you've end up in what can only be considered a compromising position: you're in the other's lap, you're on top of them, chest to chest, almost kissing, so on and so forth. This leads to the ultimate snap in your tension - you just can't hold it in any longer, even if you try to get out of this situation unscathed.

The direction you move in, again, depends on the people involved, so things could take a turn for the awkward, the cute, the romantic, the desperate, or even the steamy. What's for certain is that whatever's between you may never be the same...unless you guys, in typical will they/won't they fashion, can repress and pretend nothing ever happened.

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WHY

accidental: It was a trip, an not so calculated move, or another mistake that lead you here.
on purpose: You were getting closer and enjoying each others' company, planning a move...but you didn't mean to get this close right off. Or maybe you did

WHAT

awkward: UH UH SORRY FOR LANDING ON YOUR. UHM. YOU KNOW. But moving makes it worse, or you could be in a state of undress.
cute: Ah, just kiss them already! Or at least look into each others' eyes and have a moment.
romantic: A sweet, long kiss and perhaps some long-held confessions are in order.
confessions: Actually, speaking of confessions, they might just slip out without anything sweet...oooor your body reacting to this new position may be all the proof the other person needs to know something's up.
desperate: Oh, fuck it. You might never have this chance again and you've been wanting them so badly, you may as well snog at least, no matter what.
steamy: The smut option!

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[Erwin has no idea what kind of freak Levi is. For that matter, he's not entirely sure what kind of freak he is. The small man he's currently devoted to pleasuring makes him feel things he hasn't felt before, or at least in new ways. Whatever is between them, it's more than lust. More than desire. It's... well, if he was so inclined, he might say it feels like Levi is the other half of his soul. A part of him that was missing, only relatively recently discovered again.

But Erwin isn't much of a poet, nor much of a romantic, and so he doesn't say or think any of that. All he knows is that when he's with Levi, he has a kind of peace that allows him to feel at all. With Levi, he's safe.

The hand stroking through his hair, still fluffy from the shower, feels so good all on its own, for example. Is that normal? To gain so much satisfaction from something so simple, especially in the middle of a situation like this? Levi's slender fingers moving over his scalp makes Erwin tingle in all sorts of ways. He squeezes the other man's thigh, mentally noting that later he needs to leave a few marks amid the bruises left by the ODM gear-- ones that Levi can blame on the initial injury should anyone ask.

Even if the smaller man did or does accidentally move his hips, Erwin isn't going to be upset. Years of military rations means that his gag reflex is basically dead, killed off by having to choke down 'edible' portions, and beyond that-- well. Accidentally choking is pretty normal with this sort of thing, at least when first learning or re-learning. It's not a big deal as far as he's concerned.

It's hard not to be smug as Levi tells him what feels good, what feels even better, to listen to that normally flat voice be broken by hiccups and moans and gasps. Erwin's own cock leaks pre-cum as he takes more of his lover into his mouth, until the head hits the back of his throat. Not wanting to push things, he slowly pulls off... and then, before giving Levi a chance to think, bobs his head back down to begin a steady rhythm with his mouth, supplementing what he can't reach with his hand wrapped around Levi's base.]

[levi curses softly, trying to sort out the barrage of incoherent thoughts racing through his mind as his body shakes underneath that fucking perfect mouth. all that crap about erwin having a silver tongue - that's true - but not in any way the cadets or higher up's are thinking. and if they are, levi's pretty confident he'll kill them. no second thoughts about it. or at least, that's how his most primal self feels about it as he watches, trying to distract himself by taking mental notes.

no teeth, but that's a given. tongue flat. throat relaxed. can he take all of erwin? probably not, he's fucking huge, but levi licks his lips as he thinks about trying. back in the shower, erwin made the best sounds when he came. head back. skin all pink and muscle all tense. and now he looks all disheveled and...not fucked out. not yet. but levi wants to get him there. to get there with him and never wants to fucking leave his side again and if he weren't currently twitching in his lover's mouth, he'd probably punch himself in the face for being so sappy.

he feels the muscles in his lower belly tightening up, twitching as that wet warmth around his cock messes with his ability to speak coherently, his perception all but reduced to wanting to thrust up and knowing better than to try it. his balls threaten to draw up tighter too and levi swallows the lump in his throat.]

Fuckfuckfuck, E-Erwin, stop...I-I need you to stop...

[he squeezes his eyes closed, knowing that if he looks any more, that'll be it. it'll be over. he strokes over the side of his partner's face as delicately as he can, trying to get the point across.]

M'gonna come if you don't...

[which is what he'd figured. like a fucking rabbit and it'd be humiliating if he hadn't warned erwin from the get go. but he doesn't want this to be over. not yet and he still wants to show erwin what he hopes he picked up.]

[Erwin is so engrossed in his task that he almost misses Levi's stuttered words amidst his moans and gasps. However, his everything is devoted to making his lover feel good so a request to stop can't actually slip past. The blonde is surprised to find how reluctant he is to stop, slowly pulling up and off of Levi's cock. As he pulls away a strand of saliva remains, connecting his lips to the tip for a moment until Erwin blushes faintly and wipes it away. Trying to keep everything as clean as possible for his Levi, even if this is inherently going to get messy.]

That is the point, isn't it? [He teases gently, voice a little hoarse and definitely deeper with unsatisfied lust. Leaning down he presses open mouthed kisses along the inside of Levi's thigh, inhaling the scent of his aroused lover deeply.] I want to get you off. You sound so good, I can barely stand it. I can't wait to be inside you.

[Coming up over the smaller Scout's body, Erwin swallows back a groan when his own erect cock brushes against Levi's in the process. Moving to mouth at his lover's neck, he murmurs] What do you need? What can I do for you?

[the whole saliva thing should disgust him and with anyone else, it probably would, but with erwin, all he can do is hiss through his teeth and bite his lip. he already misses the wet warmth around him and the easy rhythm of it all, but as he pants and tries to reel himself back in, erwin has to go and talk like that. kissing him again. saying shit like...like he cares. and he does - the insane part is that levi believes him. trusts every single fucking word. and the newness of all that has him shaking as he sets his jaw and feverishly kisses erwin's neck and shoulder in kind, embracing him tight.]

Y-Yeah. 'Course it is, but...[he nips erwin's earlobe lightly, feeling that groan move straight to his own leaking cock.] You can wait a little longer for me, right?

[finding the strength to roll erwin over to his back isn't exactly hard - he's always been easy to flip, but now that levi's straddling him, naked, hard lengths brushing against each other...he's acutely aware of what he has. who he finally can be honest with. who is at his mercy. and he doesn't waste any time in kissing his way down that body, dragging tongue and teeth over every freckle, every scar and ODM-induced bruise as he moves downwards.]

Because this whole passive thing...it's good. Like enough to shut me up, but... [he nips at erwin's hip, a kiss turning into a bruise that he knows won't be seen. his.]...I still owe ya for not wanting to tell me.

[so maybe he's being kind of a dick. it's probably fine - erwin's still hard and knew who he was when he picked him up. levi gives that thick cock a couple strokes before giving it a tentative lick. eyes still on erwin's.]

If you wanna fuck me, you gotta earn it.

[he takes the tip into his mouth first, moaning around just the weight of it. it's...weird. not what he was expecting. but not bad either as he waits for further instruction or protest. they both know it ain't about getting even anyway.]

[Being held by Levi is by far one of Erwin's new favorite things. Having those arms wrapped around him, holding him close as if he's the most precious thing in the world, helps ground the older Scout in a way he hadn't realized he was missing. How long has it been since anyone has embraced him? Since he's allowed anyone to?]

I'll wait as long as I can. No promises, though. You rile me up like no one else.

[Even though he was expecting it, Erwin is still caught off guard when he finds himself on his back, looking up at Levi. It's a rare angle, getting to see the smaller man from below, and he tries to burn it into his memory. Levi's lithe, muscular form straddling his hips, the man himself looking down on Erwin as he's torn between kissing him or devouring him. Hopefully both.

Definitely both as kisses rain down on Erwin's torso, trailing down from his collarbone to his navel. He has to struggle to keep still as Levi does a thorough job of exploring him, revealing sweet spots that Erwin hadn't even known were there, or had forgotten over time. The biting kiss to his hip, in particular, makes him jump ever so slightly.]

I'm sorry. I'll spend the rest of our lives making it up to you. [He pauses... then adds.] Not that I'm against you taking control like this. However, I'll do my best to be properly chastened.

[He loves it when Levi is a dick. It's definitely a sign that his brain is twisted beyond repair, but so long as his lover doesn't mind, Erwin won't bother to be worried about it. The strokes of his calloused fingers has the commander needing to take a deep breath, trying to steady himself--

--and then Levi licks him, never breaking eye contact. Erwin's pupils dilate, his breath catches in his chest, and his fingers grip the sheets tight. Oh, he plans to earn it, but before he can say so Levi has his cock in his mouth and Erwin forgets his own name momentarily. It's so similar to certain dreams he's had, yet so, so much better. Forcing one hand free from the blankets, he reaches down to stroke his lover's cheek.]

Go as slow as you need to. Don't try to force it. Breathe through your nose. If it gets to be too much, pull off to catch your breath and swallow.

[to say erwin is the most precious thing in the world to levi wouldn't be off the mark, but he doesn't feel like that'd do it justice either as he carefully follows erwin's instructions, humming a muffled 'uh-huh' around erwin's length as he gradually works his way down it with each experimental bob of his head. if he'd felt big in levi's hand before, he feels bigger in levi's mouth and he grunts softly as he relaxes his jaw to take more of him in. he's determined to make this work - to make erwin feel as good as he made levi feel earlier, but not because of any actual score to settle. levi only genuinely likes a small handful of people, yet there's only one he's willing to follow all the way to hell if he has to. only one he's ever been willing to share all of the burdens with. and definitely only one he's ever wanted to do this with.

even if erwin had told him to fuck off, levi is sure he'd still always protect erwin and ask questions later, so the apology unexpectedly punches him in the chest. he comes up off of erwin's cock with a frown, still stroking him. the saliva-slick feel of his skin makes levi wince for a microsecond, but he still places an open mouthed kiss to the side of erwin's shaft, tilting his head towards his partner's hand.]

I was kidding, numbnuts.

[levi's free hand strokes idly down over erwin's belly, fingers tracing the lines of muscle. he loves the way erwin looks like this. all that control and carefully cherry-picked commander bullshit is all gone and all that's left is this fucking gorgeous, needy slob that levi has loved maybe even since the day they fought in the underground.]

Not that I'd turn any of it down, but you don't have to take me that seriously when your dick is in my mouth.

[he takes erwin down to the middle of his shaft once again, turning his head carefully as he bobs up and down just to see what that might do. breathing through his nose like he was told, he thought he'd hate this. hate the salty taste of skin. the bitter taste of precum. the weight in his mouth and the ache already developing in his jaw as he starts to feel erwin's tip getting closer to the back of his throat. but if erwin keeps gasping like that, then levi is sure it won't take much to get him to do this again.]

[Despite it all, Levi's taunting nickname gets a genuine, slightly breathy laugh out of Erwin, who does his best to control it so as not to bring any curious passerby thinking they should try and find out what tickled the commander's funny bone.]

On the contrary, I think I should take you especially seriously when your teeth are that close to my dick.

[He tries to say it seriously, but it's difficult when his heart is full of fluffy warm feelings and they're both naked and then Levi's mouth is on him again and Erwin nearly bites his tongue in his haste to close his own mouth before a low, guttural moan can slip past.

Erwin watches the smaller man work over him for as long as he can, but before long his head is tilted back, eyes squeezed close as he struggles to remain still. Every movement from Levi produces a new noise from the commander, his muscles tense in his attempts to not move. Murmured praise for each new suck or lick spills out of Erwin in a stream that he would attempt to stop if he had the brain left for it.]

Levi... L-Levi, hold on, s-stop there...

[He can feel the coil in his gut tightening and knows from experience that he can't hold out for very much longer. His breath comes in gasps as he looks down at his lover, pupils blown so wide there's only a slim ring of blue around them.]

Come here...

[He needs to kiss Levi almost as badly as he needs to breath.]

[that laugh is easily the best sound in or outside of the walls. it sucks that they have to be quiet, but seeing erwin this squirmy, lazy, and happy makes him smile - at least a close approximation of one anyway as he slowly comes up off of erwin's length. he wipes his chin with the back of his wrist. that part, he's not so fond of, but he figured there was gonna be collateral somewhere as he climbs back up erwin's body, kissing the center of his chest and then his neck.]

If I was gonna bite you, I'd go for your tits or your ass first just so we're clear.

[blunt as ever, he kisses erwin's parted lips gently, enjoying the heat radiating off him. the stammer didn't go unnoticed and neither did the fact that erwin talks a lot more than expected when he's naked and halfway to coming, but there's something about knowing that he's done okay enough to please erwin enough to even get him to that point. something deep and territorial - a need to make sure he's always satisfied and safe that levi is only aware of in the back of his mind.]

You uh...[he tries to speak between kisses, forearms coming to rest on either side of erwin's head to cradle him as he tries to ignore how achingly good it feels for his cock to brush against erwin's like this. he can almost feel himself leaking.][it's a genuine question, half-hoping he didn't accidentally use teeth or something.]

Gotta say I like you like this. S'fucking cute.

[he pulls back just to look down at him. admiring. fuck...he's so fucking beautiful like this. open. flushed. there's no way levi's ever not gonna want to drag this outta him as much as he can.]

...Did you just compare my pectorals to breasts? [Erwin raises his eyebrows as he wraps his arms around Levi's neck, looking up at his lover with as stern an expression as he can manage when he's breathless, blushing, and riled up enough to be on the verge of orgasm already. As their erections brush against each other he moans softly into the other man's mouth.]

You were perfect. There's no way I would have known it was your first time if you hadn't told me.

[He nuzzles against Levi's cheek, falling back a bit as the smaller Scout pulls away to gaze down at him. Erwin's smile grows as he gets called 'cute'.]

See, when I call you cute, I get threatened with an ass kicking. But when you call me cute... [Leaning up, he kisses him deeply, tongue slipping out to taste Levi's.] ...I'm just going to kiss you more.

[Gently he moves to sit up, gathering Levi close in his lap. Kissing him again, Erwin reaches down to grope his ass. There's no way he'll ever get tired of that feeling, soft skin giving way as he squeezes.]

You still want to go all the way? [Erwin pulls back to look Levi in the eye.] We'll go at whatever pace you feel comfortable with. [They've already done quite a bit for someone who has never done any of it before. Erwin very much wants to keep going, but he has to make sure.]

Yep. [levi teases him, pressing another soft kiss to erwin's lips, tone as fat as ever even as his breath hitches at the unexpected friction and the fact that erwin sounds fucking filthy when he moans.] Not much you can do about it either.

[there's still a surge of relief that floods him alongside contentment at the affirmation. whether or not it's true...it still feels good for some reason. even if levi is entirely unwilling to examine why that is as that fucking infectious smile feeds his own. he moans softly into erwin's mouth, his own opening easily to allow erwin's tongue to invade. he isn't isn't over the fact that kissing isn't as disgusting as he'd assumed...or the fact that his tongue is all too willing to wrap around erwin's like it was always supposed to.]

Aah shit...most guys get a court martial...manual labor. Or even time in a cell. Dunno how I'm gonna deal.

[all sarcasm aside, he moans deeply against erwin's mouth, still a little shocked at how sensitive his ass is just from being squeezed. no one warned him, but he still nods as he settles into erwin's lap, hands on his shoulders. his expression remains as serious as it always does, staring back at erwin as if they're discussing something as mundane as formation for the next expedition.]

Well yeah. You don't get to tell me how eager you are to fuck me and then not do it. Unless you got second thoughts.

[he's not so naive as to assume it'll be easy the first time. he's not that much of a dipshit, but he trusts erwin. he's always been good about handling pain. and compared to what the cables did to their legs earlier, it can't be that bad.]

Otherwise, hurry up. There's lube under the loose floorboard from that time Hange decided to 'gift' me. Back when we went through public records to find out when my birthday was.

[his face heats up just at the reminder of that stupid basket and all the sex aids in it. for men or women...she was right to assume gender didn't matter to him, but she's still lucky to be alive alive.]

I haven't had a second thought since we first kissed the afternoon. It means I've said some fairly odd things today, but thankfully I think most people assumed it must have come from an undiagnosed concussion. [Kissing Levi tenderly, Erwin finds himself shocked twice over.] Wait. Are you telling me part of the reason one of our floorboards squeaks is because you use it as a hiding spot for illicit sexual items? And that you kept that gift? You chased Hange up onto the roof!

[Part of the reason he adores Levi is because the other man never ceases to surprise him. Case in point, finding out about this hidden cache. In any other situation he'd teasing compare Levi to a kinky squirrel or try to figure out if he has other hiding spots for past gifts, but at the moment he's just grateful. They'd both been watched too closely to slip away to go shopping for the necessary items. It's almost as if their friends and subordinates knew the men a little too well and suspected they would try to go back to work without being kept in check.

Getting one last kiss before they have to part for a whole ten seconds, Erwin slips out from under Levi to grab the needed lube, kneeling down next to that stupid floorboard... which, indeed, is hiding a neatly organized box of sex-related items. Leave it to Levi to hate the gift, but keep it neat anyway. There are even a couple different types of lube... he grabs one at random, hoping that they get a chance to thoroughly appreciate and experiment with both in the future.

Returning to the bed, he climbs up beside Levi and gently pushes the smaller man onto his back.]

I know you like being all tough and acting like you don't feel pain, but if there's anything as bad even as discomfort during this part, tell me. [Erwin meets Levi's gaze, speaking firmly.] There will be enough uncomfortableness later, there's not supposed to be much at all while I prep you, alright?

[Squeezing the lube out onto his hand, he warmed it slowly between his hands, making sure to get both nice and slick before reaching down to stroke over Levi's erection a few times with one hand while the other slipped down lower to begin massaging gently at his entrance. He can still barely believe this is actually, finally, happening.]

[levi frowns somewhat defensively.]

What the hell was I supposed to do? If anyone saw me carrying that around, they would never have shut up about it until I kicked their ass. Besides...

[he accepts the kiss, but still looks a little shifty as he slides off erwin's lap to let him up. it's hard not to watch the curve of his ass or the swing of his dick as he bends down and he licks his lips, anticipating even though he has to look down and away before coming completely clean.]

I didn't wanna be caught half-assed and unprepared. Even if Hange shoulda been smart enough to know I wasn't gonna let it slide.

[it can't be that weird, right? he already admitted to erwin that he'd always planned on telling him somehow. not that sex was ever an expectation. he'd never even thought far ahead enough to consider where he is now, laying back and gasping softly as erwin's hand finds his cock again, thrusting up into the newly slicked palm.

he startles for half a second at the feeling of a finger exploring around his hole even if he expected it. the fact that erwin is concerned for him makes him wanna pull the other man down and kiss him until he shuts the fuck up again or maybe punch him, levi doesn't know. his brain is firing off in multiple directions and the only thought that wins out is that he needs to relax. so he does his best as his chest rises and falls.]

I been mentally prepared all night for the fact that I might be walking stupid come tomorrow morning since I jerked off that monster you got between your legs in the shower. Just...fucking keep going. S'okay, j-just don't stop touching me.

[Levi's explanation gets a low laugh out of Erwin, the smile he gives his lover warm and absolutely adoring. Leave it to him to plan ahead without ever giving any indication. After all... He'd been braver than his commander. Levi intended to confess eventually, not hide his attraction forever.

At hearing his cock being called a 'monster', he can't help a soft snort of a laugh. Levi's way with words never ceases to amuse him. At least he gets a lot of practice keeping a straight face when his right-hand man spouts off in the middle of inopportune moments, which is basically every moment when they're around others.]

Alright. Don't worry, it's going to be hard to stop touching you.

[Gently but firmly he presses his index finger in past the tight ring of muscle, initially only up to his first joint. Slowly but surely he pushes his finger deeper, shallowly thrusting it in and out. As he worked, Erwin lightly strokes Levi's cock; not enough to get him off, but hopefully enough to distract from discomfort. Once one finger is able to push in and out all the way up to his knuckle, he begins to search for that certain spot inside his lover that should really help get things going.

The whole time he works, Erwin watches Levi's face closely. He not only wants to make sure that the smaller man isn't in pain, but also can't help drinking in the sight of Levi's normally placid expression replaced with one of flushed cheeks, kiss-swollen lips, and hungry eyes.]

[and that's a problem since levi aims to point out later that he prefers it when erwin doesn't keep a straight face. decorum and all of that crap aside, there's a reason why everyone looks at him like they think he's constipated and okay, so maybe levi is partially to blame. either way, it's a possible discussion for later since complex thought isn't an option at the moment. right now, he's stuck on how erwin is his. finally. hair fluffy, skin flushed, marked up from little bites and kisses. and working his way inside his body, between his legs, making levi realize just how badly he's always wanted him there.

the discomfort is easy to ignore as he does his best to stay still enough to give erwin room to work. it's still weird - almost like he's being invaded, but it's hard not to fuck up into erwin's hand when he's already impatient and has been on edge for a while now. that's when erwin's fingers brush a spot inside him that makes his hips buck up off the bed abruptly, a hand coming up to cover his mouth to muffle the sound that punches out of him.]

Fuckshitgodfuckingdammit, you coulda warned me! Hhngh...

[he pants nervously, voice strained as he fights to keep quiet. he doesn't like that erwin is that far away from him - he can't touch him or kiss him or pay him back for reducing his vocabulary to limited syllables and whimpers. and he knows - it's probably nothing yet, but now that he's equal parts excited and intimidated over how erwin's cock is gonna feel inside him, a lot of his confidence over keeping quiet just ain't there anymore as he reached out, fingers gesturing for erwin to get closer to him.]

C-C'mere...n-need you to shut me up if you're gonna keep doing that - I knew, I-I just...

[didn't expect it to feel that good? probably the train of thought he loses, but he knows erwin well enough to know that his commander never gives up on an exploitable weakness and levi just handed him a pretty fucking huge one as his body starts to open up, welcoming the stretch.]

Sorry, sorry...

[Erwin immediately does as requested, leaning in to press his lips against Levi's, muffling the moans of pleasure with kisses. Internally he thrills at having gotten that extreme of a reaction, knowing that it would feel good for his lover but unsure of exactly how Levi would react. The fact that the smaller man seemed on the verge of coming up with new expletives to express himself makes Erwin just the slightest bit smug. The feeling is utterly supplanted, though, when the press of their soon-to-be-joined bodies against each other makes his own cock throb with intent need.]

I think I like it when you boss me around.

[He teases as he continues to work his finger in and out until he's sure that adding a second won't cause Levi any pain. As he stretches Levi, Erwin makes sure to not smother his beloved with too many kisses, though it's intensely difficult to want to break away for even a moment. The more time that passes, the more desperate he can feel himself becoming-- but Erwin's self control is second to none (most of the time) and he holds himself back as he finds Levi's prostate to stroke again while spreading his fingers slightly.]

Does it still feel good? You feel amazing, so tight and hot...

[Should he try for a third? Or is two enough? It's getting harder and harder to think clearly as the room increasingly smells of sweat and sex and soap and Levi.]

[levi nods emphatically at the question, a little afraid to make a sound in case he loses the volume control again. it's easier with erwin's mouth pressed to his, soft and fucking reassuring and that isn't a word he uses too much, in his head or otherwise as he loops one arm around erwin's neck to ground himself. the air's thick with the scent of erwin's soap. his skin. and that fucking lube, whatever the hell that's made out of. mostly he just hopes hange didn't make it herself so he wakes up with fruit growing out of his ass or something.

he places a rushed, somewhat impatient kiss against erwin's lips as he whines, needing to bite his lip as erwin exploits that fucking spot again.]

I-I'll top the shit outta you later, just...hngh...stop fucking dicking around.

[it's a promise erwin can count on since levi's never been all that good at remaining passive, but at the moment, his dick hurts just as much as erwin's probably does and whether or not he's ready, he can't be bothered to give a fuck when he wants erwin inside him. even if it hurts, but he doubts it will completely since it takes all of his self-control not to just come right then and there.

he kisses erwin again to assure him of what he wants so he gets it - it's gonna hurt, levi isn't going to pretend like he's that naive, but he trusts erwin enough to work him through that part. and that even if it sucks, it's okay because it was with him and erwin's the only person levi will ever allow to have him on his back like this. or for any other reason. both hands cup the taller man's jaw, even as levi glares up at him or tries to.]

I-It feels good...! It feels good, but it'd be better if you just hurried up and fucked me already.

[there'll be time to worry about whether or not their size difference is gonna be a problem later too. only one way to find out.]

[Trust Levi to remain true to his desires to rush in and worry about problems later; it's a way that he and Erwin balance each other out, as Erwin is more likely to hold back and worry about the problems until the absolute last moment. However, he's never heard the smaller man whine before. Turns out that works far better than any of Levi's usual cajoling.]

Alright, alright... [He's not going to argue that it is taking a lot to hold back. Kissing Levi one more time, Erwin removes his fingers as he sits back, taking several deep, steadying breaths. He cannot come the second he enters his lover, but he's a little worried he might. Levi is too erotic like this and Erwin is too starved for physical affection... but. So long as he focuses on making it the best first time possible for his fellow Scout, that should help.

Maybe.

Kissing the inside of Levi's knee, Erwin takes a moment to lube his own throbbing cock up, gritting his teeth. He most certainly isn't going to orgasm before he even manages to get things going! Gently maneuvering himself, Erwin presses his tip to Levi's entrance, looking down to meet the other man's gaze.]

If it gets to be too much, tell me.

[It's as close to an order as he can get when his voice is so ragged he can barely get the words out. Gripping Levi's thighs, Erwin begins to press in.

As he feared/hoped, Levi feels amazing around his needy cock, the tight heat almost painful as he has to consciously talk himself down from behaving like a teenager and spilling his load immediately. Biting back a moan, Erwin firmly presses in further, unable to stop but at least able to keep from thrusting in blindly.]

[there's a fine line between 'a lot' and 'too much' and in his sex-addled haze, levi can't do much more than gasp at what feels like a massive undertaking pressing inside his body. his back arches, the burn enough to make his eyes water, but it's a strange combination of pleasure and pain. overwhelming, but nowhere near enough to make him do more than curse, voice strained as he grips erwin's shoulders tightly. his cock twitches, leaking so much onto his belly that he's sure he might come just from overstimulation, but he doesn't - he can't. not yet. even if he warned erwin, he doesn't want to come without him.

and erwin - fuck, erwin's body is so hot above him, he's practically burning up. so tense that levi's sure he's doing everything he can inside that egg head of his head to talk himself down from spilling like a rabbit, the moans he makes shooting straight to levi's groin even as he fights the urge to squeeze erwin's girth inside him. panting, he grunts softly in the back of his throat, the sound veering dangerously towards whimpering as he slides his hands up the sides of erwin's neck.]

Aaah, shit...[he swallows hard, fingers gently stroking erwin's damp bangs off his forehead. he wants him close. fuck, he wants him so bad.]...you're so fucking big...

[the fullness combined with the urge to thrust or jerk off, he doesn't know which, is as confusing as it is frustrating and he braces both legs around erwin's back to pull him in further. there's still a little pain, but he moans softly as he feels erwin brush the spot inside him.]

L-Look at me. [he props himself up on one arm, bringing his forehead to erwin's.] S-S'okay, you can move, don't you fucking fight it with me...

[his voice sounds half-broken even to his own ears, but he wants to feel it - all of it. despite any discomfort, he's thought about this so much, but the real thing is so much better than any vague images he'd come up with in his head.]

Fuck me, Erwin.

[Erwin wants to dwell on the expressions Levi is making, the noises escaping from that perfect mouth being the things dreams are made of. However, he's focusing so hard on staying calm and breathing steadily that he can't truly absorb anything else. He doesn't want to come just from this, not yet, not without Levi. Their first time won't be long, apparently, but that's okay. He's going to make love to this man as many times as physically possible tonight.

Levi's touch on his face brings Erwin back to himself, the way his lover's legs wrap around his waist almost doing him in. When their foreheads meet he gasps, eyes closing for a moment.]

Levi...

[His self control, which he's been fairly proud of to this point, utterly breaks when that moaned request reaches his ears. Pulling back, he meets the other man's gaze and manages a slight nod.]

Okay... Okay...

[Leaning in to capture Levi's lips in a passionate kiss, he stops trying to hold back. Instinctively his hips begin to move, remembering old practices that make certain muscles twinge in complaint after having already been heavily bruised earlier-- Erwin ignores them easily. There is nothing important left except for Levi and pounding into his tight, hot hole.

The commander holds out for as long as he can, but his eager and primed body isn't holding back. After far less time than he'd like he feels himself approaching the edge and only manages a quick moan of his lover's name before he spills into him, hips jerking even harder against Levi as he does so.]

[levi wasn't concerned about it being long - the fact that either of them have held out at all, himself especially, counts for something even though the wrecked state of erwin's voice does plenty to shred any resolve he has left. he kisses erwin back deeply, grateful for any of it as he does his best to move with the man he'll gladly follow into hell itself. any pain in his leg or lower body gives away pretty easily, taking a backseat to the overwhelming pleasure of having erwin inside him brushing against that spot. stuffing him full, stretching him so wide there's no way he won't feel it tomorrow. with his cock trapped between them, it takes maybe two or three thrusts before levi is coming too, clinging to erwin as tightly as he dares before his vision swims and tears squeeze their way out from the corners of his eyes.

he's vaguely aware of the thick white spurts gathering on their skin between them, his body shuddering of its own accord as pathetic low sounds escape him. erwin's name is among them, but whether or not any of it makes sense is another thing entirely. somewhere along the lines, he locked his ankles behind erwin's back, trapping him. probably just as well...the feeling of erwin emptying himself inside him makes him shudder all over again, but not because of the mess it's bound to make. not really. it comes as something of a surprise, but his blissed out lack of a brain gets about that far and stops.

apparently, he's clingy after he comes. he strokes erwin's hair with a soft, satisfied moan, gently guiding him down so he can rest his head on his chest for a minute. it still puts levi in a strange position, his lower half tilted up into erwin's lap, but he doubts he could move even if he wanted to. he's breathing hard, whole body flushed...and mostly just hoping erwin isn't beating himself up over all this.]

Well...

[he swallows, trying to find the right words.]

I'm glad Petra didn't let me toss that stupid doctor's note. Because when we're done here, I'm fucking burning these sheets.

[seriously. they're already disgusting and he knows goddamn well he isn't done with erwin anymore than erwin is with him. his fingers gently trail down the back of his lover's neck, the act as protective as it is reassuring.]

You good?

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[Erwin only just manages to hold himself up over Levi's smaller frame, falling down to his elbows but no further. The last thing he wants is to suffocate his lover after something that amazing. Not that he thinks Levi would allow himself to be crushed, but having to force Erwin off of himself would ruin the moment. As it is, Erwin is locked in place, trying to remember how to breathe properly again.

When the smaller man speaks, Erwin looks down at him adoringly. The hand in his hair, how Levi is clinging to him so tightly-- it's perfect. So absolutely perfect. He doesn't mind the mess made between them, doesn't mind that they'll have to do laundry (or apparently burn the sheets, according to his fussy lover), doesn't mind anything. The worries and trials of reality can't come into this room, not tonight. This space is for them and them alone.]

Remind me... to give Petra a raise. [He teases breathlessly, kissing Levi tenderly. Words can't express how grateful he is for Levi's squad, the men and women that look out for his bristly captain. They care for him, force him to care for himself, when Erwin is too busy to do so himself. Levi is so different now than he was when he first emerged from the Underground, yet in some ways exactly the same. He's still fiercely loyal, still almost scarily calm in the face of crisis, yet he's learned to let people get at least a little closer and has become a truly amazing leader. Thinking back on the man who tried to kill him, Erwin can't help but smile. Who would have thought they'd ever wind up here?] I'm good. I'm more than good.

[Slowly, carefully, he pulls himself out of Levi to collapse beside him. Almost immediately after he sat up and snagged his still-damp towel to wipe Levi's chest and stomach clean. Dropping it back onto the floor, Erwin tugs his lover close, tangling their legs together. If Levi is a cuddler post-orgasm, then he's met his match. Erwin is so happy and satisfied all he wants to do is nuzzle and kiss, rubbing Levi's back as he does so.]

What about you? Are you okay?

[levi kisses erwin back with soft, equal pressure, a pleased sigh escaping him even as he revels in the taste of his commander's mouth. erwin looks so relaxed like this. messy, happy, and almost fucking angelic - so much that levi is sure that all those stupid devil nicknames would go away if other people could just see erwin the way he sees him right now. not that he'd ever be all that inclined to share. he likes being the only one who gets to see this. it makes it different somehow...special. theirs, he guesses.]

I'll remind you of that. Gotta be hard to balance a budget with your dick in my ass, though.

[the notes said 'bedrest.' they didn't say anything else couldn't happen over the course of the next 24 hours even if levi knows some paperwork can't be ignored. he winces a little as erwin finally disentangles himself and pulls out - there's still a little soreness. and the feeling of erwin's come leaking out of him is enough to make him snatch the towel from the floor as soon as it's dropped to take care of that. he doesn't actually sulk about it, but he does discard the towel with a faint air of disgust before settling back into the sheets as erwin pulls him close.

all those nights they spent huddled up because he was freezing his ass off, he'd pretended he didn't love this. now he happily buries his face in that chest, feeling a sense of security he's always felt with his head tucked under erwin's chin. it's just doubled now, even if his bruised leg protests a little bit. it doesn't stop him from squeezing erwin's legs tight with his own.]

Well I'm probably not gonna be able to sit right at breakfast and am gonna need a repeat demonstration or three...

[he kisses the spot between erwin's collarbones warmly, feeling relieved. erwin's good. he means it. everything feels right for once. it's almost terrifying, just because he knows what tends to happen to happy people.]

M'obviously gonna have to go easy on Hange if she asks how well the lube worked or tells me I'm welcome and I'm gonna hate it.

[he tilts his head up, meeting those perfect blue eyes in all seriousness with all the usual tension gone from his expression.]

But I think I'm better than I've ever been.

I'm sorry, but are you suggesting that every time one of us does paperwork from now on you'll need me to be inside you for you to be productive? [He pauses as if thinking about it, then smirks a little playfully.] I think I can get on board with that.

[He mentally notes that they're going to need spare washcloths and towels to keep around, as well as more lube and perhaps some lotion so he can properly massage Levi's muscles if any lock up during or after their time spent rolling in the sheets. As the smaller man buries his face against him, nuzzling into place until he fits perfectly under Erwin's chin, the commander's heart fills with so much warmth and delight he wonders if it's okay to be this happy. So much about their lives is tension bordering on the miserable, they have to struggle and fight for every ounce of happiness they can get. But this? This is like coming to a feast after years of living off of scraps.]

You want repeat demonstrations even if it means being more uncomfortable over breakfast? [One of his hands slides down the curve of Levi's spine in order to gently rub at the small of his back.] I worry that if you give me that much leeway, it might be more than just a few demonstrations. I've been dreaming about this for a long time.

[He's at least somewhat teasing, though it's true that holding Levi like this makes him feel like he's a teenager all over again. His mind is filled with ideas and already his body is warming up again. Ridiculous. This is all ridiculous, but especially how much he wants to spoil Levi. Dote on him until Levi is so relaxed he can't help but sleep for a solid eight hours.]

Be careful what you tell Hange. I worry that she'll used us as text subjects.

[Meeting his lover's gaze, Erwin feels the goofiest smile spreading across his face.]

Funny. I think the same thing. [He ducks his head to kiss Levi softly, tenderly.]

Maybe. [levi can't help but smirk back a little. erwin doesn't play around enough and something about it has a quality that can melt his defenses immediately.] Gotta admit it'd keep things interesting. And you'd still fall asleep at your desk.

[he's still not fucking erwin on the desk. they're gonna have to find some kind of compromise because they still have to work and occasionally eat there, but that's a problem they can work out later. already, he's considering how weird it might be to keep a small washbowl that can easily be filled around. and towels. he could make it work. he's kept a whole fucking sex basket secret for a couple years now. it'd be easy, all things considered...if erwin doesn't keep looking at him with that stupid grin and that stupid messy hair and it's pretty clear that he's fighting a losing battle. good things don't happen to him all that much, so just being able to have this for however long - the security, the closeness without wanting to immediately slap it away...it makes levi squeeze erwin around his middle just a little bit tighter as he unknowingly grins into a kiss.]

You're always telling me I gotta get better at compromise. Seems to me, it's a pretty fair trade. [he nuzzles absently at erwin's throat, every muscle in his body relaxed.] You ain't the only one who's wanted it. So whatever you wanna dish out, you better do it. Or I might work out some of my own frustrations.

[any other time, it would be a threat promising a fight later, but even if there is somehow a fight, levi intends to hold onto this for as long as he can. until one or both of them fucking dies. he never got to be a teenager. never wanted to let his guard down this much around anyone either. so when he smiles back at erwin, it's a reflection of everything he's been holding back for what feels like forever. whatever erwin wants from him, he can have it. even if this whole thing goes tits up.]

Oi, you think I'm stupid? If I'm lucky, I won't have to tell her shit. [he meets that grin with a soft kiss, lips clinging to erwin's as the heat in his body starts to rise again.] Especially since I ain't letting you outta bed for a while unless it's for a shower, a piss, or food.

[he nips erwin's lower lip gently, fingers coming around to trace over the soft skin of his chest as his good leg hooks over erwin's hip. it might be ridiculous, but it's everything levi ever wanted and never thought he could have. if he does sleep, it'll be with erwin wrapped around him. warm. safe from titans or that goddamn commander's guilt he carries. and levi will kill anyone who tries to wake him for anything short of a wall breach.]

Got another round in you?

It would keep things so interesting that I'd never be able to write properly again.

[Erwin is very particular about his paperwork. If he makes a mistake, he starts over again. His handwriting is clear and intentionally made as easy to read as possible. If there are every any problems, he makes sure it can't be traced back to a misreading of anything he wrote. His father had always been very proud of Erwin's ability to write and read at a young age, which most likely drove his son to make his handwriting as legible as possible even from an early age. Getting praise from his father was the light of his life.

Come to think of it, getting praise from Levi is like that too, though he usually couches his words in more vulgarity than Erwin's father ever would. The blonde finds himself smiling. He thinks his father would have liked Levi's straight forwardness and disregard for any authority that couldn't prove itself to him. If they had ever met, he's sure Levi would have his father laughing in short order. Erwin knows he gets his odd sense of humor from the man. Despite the thoughts being bittersweet, they warm his heart all the same.]

Wait. What does 'working our your own frustrations' mean? [His hand moves down to rub at the base of Levi's spine, gently massaging away any easy knots he finds there.] I know normally that would mean you throwing a punch, but I wouldn't expect you to want that sort of thing in the bedroom... [He teases, so happy that he doesn't mind at all being silly. The fact that he keeps getting rare smiles and grins out of Levi only encourages him more.]

Oh, we're not going to have to tell her. She's going to figure it out just by looking at us. You know she's worryingly good about ferreting out secrets. That being said... [He returns Levi's kiss hungrily.] ...I've never looked forward to forced bedrest so much.

[It's both surprising and pleasing that Levi is the one to start them up for another round. Erwin would have expected him to be more concerned with cleaning up first, but this? This is far, far better. He likes it when his lover demands what he wants. Rolling them so he's hovering over Levi again, Erwin leans in to nibble along the outer shell of his ear.]

I think you'll find I have more than one more round, especially if you keep teasing at my chest like that. I don't know how you do it, but everywhere you touch feels like it's tingling.

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