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Dean Winchester ([personal profile] hunting_trip) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2012-01-04 01:53 pm

insomnia


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It happens to everyone - sometimes, you have nights where you just can't fall asleep, no matter what you do. It could be for a number of reasons, or no reason at all. And this is what's happened now: you've been laying in bed for what feels like hours, just tossing and turning, and nothing seems to help. So what's left to do? Get out of bed and go wake someone else up, of course. If you're not getting any sleep, then why should they?


i n s t r u c t i o n s

• Post with your character (note the name and fandom in the subject).
• Other people reply to you by generating a number from 1 to 10.
• Have fun!


o p t i o n s

01 • FEAR. Maybe you're hearing strange, indeterminable noises; maybe there's a severe storm happening outside; maybe you watched a scary movie before bed? Whatever the reason, you're terrified and it's keeping you awake. You just want to wake someone else up so they can protect you from the monster in your closet.
02 • HUNGER. Your stomach is growling and it just won't stop. Or perhaps your throat is so dry you could cough up a tumbleweed? Well, you've gone to the kitchen to remedy this and hey, that was a pan that just dropped on the floor. It was loud enough to wake the dead! Oops.
03 • PAIN. Your body is completely worn out, be it from exercise, battle, sickness, or what have you. Either way you're in enough pain to keep you from sleeping, so maybe someone else has a home remedy or something, or can at least help you take your mind off of it.
04 • SOLITUDE. For some reason, your bed just feels so empty at the moment. You're feeling terribly lonely and really just want someone to keep you company for a while. Maybe it'd be easier to fall asleep if you're with them...
05 • DISCOMFORT. Your room is an oven. Either that or a freezer. Or maybe this bed is just really uncomfortable? Who knows why you can't get to sleep, it feels like it could be anything. Why even bother trying? Maybe someone else can preoccupy you until you feel tired enough to ignore your discomfort.
06 • PENSIVE. Something's on your mind, and no matter how hard you try to focus elsewhere, it's just not going to work. Your body may be tired, but your mind is incredibly busy and it's virtually impossible to get to sleep. Surely, talking it out with someone else will help?
07 • SADNESS. Something terrible has happened that day, perhaps; or you could just be severely depressed. Either way you're trying your hardest not to cry yourself to sleep, and it's not working at all. Better find a way to get it out of your system somehow; you need a shoulder to cry on.
08 • ANGER. You are just... fuming. Who knows why - that annoying dog is barking again, or maybe the people next door are getting busy and keeping you awake. Whatever the reason for your ire is, you'd better put an end to it so you can get some damn rest already! Go wake up a friend so you can complain to them.
09 • RESTLESS. You're far too energetic to sleep right now. Maybe you're just trying to do so out of necessity - you have to be up early tomorrow! But you just don't think you'll be able to fall asleep for a while now, so why waste the time trying to sleep when you could be doing something else? Namely bothering someone else - you're totally jealous because they're getting more sleep than you.
10 • WILDCARD. Choose one of the options above, or make up your own scenario.

exloserspromise: (why would you do that?)

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-08 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[Well.]

Did it get any stronger when I brought you over here? Is there any other way for you to reduce it?
theboysoldier: (handshake)

[personal profile] theboysoldier 2012-01-08 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, no. I'm very strong. I can reach miles.

[ Almost a hundred miles, but perhaps he should keep that to himself? As much as he savors the tide of Steve's concern, his gentleness. Charles craves that gentleness with voracious desperation. His family is lost to him. He takes scraps of affection wherever he can find them. ]
exloserspromise: (why would you do that?)

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-08 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve is equal parts angry and upset at even the idea of this situation, never mind the reality.]

So they brought you out here? That's terrible, you shouldn't have to feel all the soldiers getting hurt and dying. You need to be where people love you.
theboysoldier: (fancy sad)

[personal profile] theboysoldier 2012-01-08 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ My mother doesn't love me anymore. -- He quashes the thought, swallows against the sting of tears. ]

I wanted to do my part. For the war.

England needs me.
exloserspromise: (idk my bff bucky)

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-08 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Dammit, that was exactly the right button to push. The promise of crying doesn't hurt, either. Fortunately, Steve dealt with enough kids during his Captain America tour to pick up a few things, so he goes for the most paternal face-cupping he can muster.]

I know how it feels to want to serve your country more than anything. They turned me down four times before I got anywhere. But you're young, Charles, and your part should be to stay at a safe distance and learn from what we're doing so that maybe someday nobody will have to go to war because there won't be any wars to fight.
theboysoldier: (have bat will travel)

[personal profile] theboysoldier 2012-01-08 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He shakes his head. ]

I'm not young anymore.

[ No tears. There's something in him that goes dull -- fiercely dull, if that's possible, shoving his emotions away. ]
exloserspromise: (*hugs*)

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-08 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve can't really think of anything to say to that, so he just gives the kid a big ol' Captain America bear hug. Normally he'd hold back, but he can't imagine Charles has had a real hug since he got out here, and this seems like the sort of thing one needs a hug over.]
theboysoldier: (fancy sad)

[personal profile] theboysoldier 2012-01-09 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ And with the physical contact, Steve can find out one of the reasons Charles is rarely touched.

His mind sizzles against Steve's. Half-uncontrolled emotion, like holding back a flood --

A raw tear, grief, the sight of his mother setting down a glass of alcohol. And then Charles darting forward once she's gone and gulping down the glass, ignoring the burn of scotch in his throat, muffling his coughing into a pillow. Drinking her drink so that she wouldn't have to. Stumbling outside as the stars wheel lazily overhead and curling under tree roots exposed by crumbling dirt.

When the men came to get him, she looked away and let him go.

Wish you'd died instead of him -- couldn't just let it be -- driving away Kurt Marko, and she knew, she knew that he wasn't normal, that somehow he had forced her new beau away.

Charles drags himself away from Steve, his breath coming fast, almost enough that he's hyperventilating. Puts his head between his knees and breathes, building a stone wall quick and fast around his thoughts. Block it out, block it out. ]


I'm sorry, I'm sorry. [ It had been the affection, the honest desire to help Charles that triggered this. Triggered a memory of a time when he'd been far more desperate for affection of any, any kind. ]
exloserspromise: (why would you do that?)

*collects X-babies*

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-09 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve pulls back, briefly overwhelmed by memories and feelings not his own. Growing up, he'd known kids whose parents drank, whose parents had been colder than others', but this was horrible. He wanted to hug Charles again, but the way he'd pulled away told Steve that had probably been the cause of the strange little flood.]

It's okay. I'll think of something, we'll get you out of here and find you a better family, how about that?
theboysoldier: (have bat will travel)

[personal profile] theboysoldier 2012-01-09 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't work like that.

[ He's breathing, again. He's strong. The pain in his leg has faded. Mental discipline; he can do this.

He uncurls, and stays away from Steve, this time. ]


I'm sorry. I hurt you. I could kill you; I am that strong. There's not anyone who's going to love me. Not anyone outside of this -- yesterday, I told them where every German unit was within fifty miles. There's no one else who can do that.

The rest doesn't matter.
exloserspromise: (idk my bff bucky)

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-09 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve weighs the benefits of more human contact versus the odds of another of those strange mental episodes, but when it comes down to it he's never been one to run away from anything. He does his best to think of memories he associates with being loved and reaches out to put a hand on Charles's shoulder.]

Just because everyone treats you like a weapon doesn't mean they're right. You're a person, just like them and just like me, and that means you deserve to be loved. It might be harder for you than most to find people to love you because you're different, but that doesn't make you any less deserving.
theboysoldier: (handshake)

[personal profile] theboysoldier 2012-01-09 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ His emotions bleed into Steve's, again, but this time it's much less intense. A gentle melancholy, a steely determination. ]

I am a weapon.

[ But -- a person too, and his frame eases just a little bit. ]

But, thank you.

...where are you going, tomorrow? Will you show me? I'll check it for you, make sure there's no one waiting.
exloserspromise: man in round helmet and brown leather jacket holding busted hand radio (my provider sucks)

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-09 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Melancholy, well. Steve has a natural emotional reaction to that. It looks a lot like that time he was twelve and managed to literally pull the rug out from under the bully of the week. He got another bruising for it, but the look on that jerk's face had been worth it.]

You are what you choose to be. Remember that.

[He ruffles Charles's hair.]

You really wanna help me, how about you tell me where my friend Bucky's hiding his stash of candy? Anything else my team can more than handle.
theboysoldier: (withdrawn)

[personal profile] theboysoldier 2012-01-10 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Charles frowns. ]

North, then, up towards the city.

[ He touches his hand to his temple, and closes his eyes. His other hand grips tight on Cap's, and his mind blurs past the roads in between. He finds German civilians, cowering, hiding, trying to find a way to flee the war zone. (He nudges them with the proper route away.) He finds ...

He finds a squad of soldiers. No, more. Troops with cars parked nearby, headed close to crossing Steve's path.

And Charles spider-touches the knowledge of their location, their destination right into Steve's mind.

Also the location of the candy stash.

He's nothing if not thorough. ]
exloserspromise: blond man in military dress uniform looking thoughtful (huh.)

[personal profile] exloserspromise 2012-01-12 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve doesn't have the personal experience to make the connection, but he acknowledges the troop information with the affectionate resignation of a parent whose child just gifted them with a picture drawn on a paper that is important but easily reproduced.

(The candy stash is somewhere he never would've thought to look. Bucky must've learned a few new tricks before Steve came overseas.)]


Thank you. I'll put this to good use.