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sockdere ([personal profile] sockdere) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2016-06-14 07:59 pm

You're all I know


an amnesiac shipping meme


You have no idea who you are.

One day, you just woke up from the darkness, confused and alone. You barely remember your own name, much less why you're here...or where here is, even. Your own body is strange to you, and if you have some kind of power or ability, that must be frightening. Perhaps you're angry at everything so new and different, lost in this strange world you don't understand or know your own place in. Maybe you feel the need to hide away, lest you be crushed by everyone out there who is sure to hurt you.

You are so, so alone.

Only you're not. There is one person, one person who's found you and taken you in. They've shown you kindness, looking after you while you can barely look out for yourself. Out of the goodness of their heart, they've shown you things, taught you things. Most importantly, they're giving you a new sense of identity. And for that, you've begun to appreciate them. More than words can say, actually. You care for them so deeply that your heart hurts around them. Is that normal? What is this feeling? You can't imagine life without them, and leaving them- That's something you could never consider. Is this lov...

The word's on the tip of your tongue, but you can't figure it out, exactly. What you can figure out is that you want to give everything you can to the person who's done so much for them. You want to stay by their side and make them happy. You want to protect them at all costs.

So no one would blame you for getting confused when you see them with someone else or getting angry when you believe they're in danger. And certainly it's only natural for you to get frustrated when you want to tell them what you think of them, what they mean to you, and you can't figure out what to do. Perhaps following instincts will do?

One thing you know is that this bond and these emotions will never go away, not even when you learn who you are.

RULES
- This meme is for examining what happens when someone with no memories, potentially someone with powers or skills that could be dangerous at the very least, develops deep feelings for the person who's taken them in or is helping them realize their past. It can be played as awkward, adventurous, tragic, cracky, fluffy, truly romantic, or anything in between. You can play at the beginning, the part where emotions have strongly developed, or even when the amnesiac has regained their memories and must now deal with new feelings.
- Reply with your character and preferences. Mention if you'd like to play the amnesiac, the caretaker/help, or both.
- The role of caretaker does not have to always be beneficial. Maybe they caused this condition in the first place so the other character would be dependent, loving, and loyal towards them.
- Reply to others and play.
beaarthur: (Mask On | heartbreak)

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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-15 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
This was the last thing he expected to be happening on a Saturday night. Usually that was reserved for boogying. But there was absolutely zero boogying tonight. God damn Peter and his fucking heroics! Of course Deadpool would get himself shot off a fucking roof and that's fine and all because he's immortal. But good, kind-hearted Spiderman tried to stop him from breaking all his bones by catching him. He remembered the moment that Spidey's head hit the brick. The noise it made. The way his eyes dimmed for a moment. Wade had never been more scared. And let me tell you, he had seen some shit. Somehow they managed to make it to the ground okay but by the time they got down, Peter was out like a light.

The scene kept replaying over and over in his head. Wade had managed to use his body to shield Peter from the majority of the damage. But it wasn't enough.

Fortunately, he had managed to get Spidey back to his apartment -- since it was closer -- and Wade couldn't stop pacing. He punched several holes in his living room wall to take out his anger. It had been a rough night so far. At least he got Peter patched up and tucked in. There was no way he could take him to the hospital, but if things started looking bad he could always take him to the Avengers tower. Which he was deeply considering now. Or calling someone. He didn't know. He was just so fucking worried.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-15 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, to be completely fair and totally unbiased - Peter acted on instinct, most of the time. His fighting style was less fight and more I sense a fist better dodge. So Wade falling off the roof? Peter felt it, in his bones, and he shot the web, pulled Wade to his chest, kept him from falling to what would have been a regular man's death. Aside from that - just because Wade could get hurt and be fine didn't mean Peter didn't value his safety. Call him a sap, but you don't let your friends bleed unnecessarily and shit he just called Wade his friend. That was twice now - he was screwed, wasn't he? Dammit.

But where Peter acted on his knee-jerk reaction, there came a price. That was the hasty landing, and a miscalculation. There's actually a bit of math involved in his webslinging, thank you, and he didn't have enough time to run it over. So the web doesn't hit as high as it should, to swing them safely to the ground, and Peter makes up the difference with his head.

It would have been worse if not for Wade, so, there's that to be grateful for.

Peter's gone, too, which is nice, because that means he doesn't have to feel Wade set his arm when he carried him back to his apartment and mended him. Granted, this isn't the first time Wade's done that for him, but it is the first time Peter hasn't been awake to snark with him.

Everything's pretty much healed, within the hour; his bruises are fading into a vaguely yellow-purple hue, as they normally do; his arm is fine, and his cuts have stopped bleeding. But Peter doesn't wake up.

Peter doesn't wake up for three hours, and that's definitely not right.

"Wh-nngh," Peter mumbled, wincing as he finally roused. Holy mother of god, his head hurt. Like, a fuckton. He lifted a hand to his head, as if that would help the blinding headache he was waking to. "Hmngh - "
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-15 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
Well, honestly Wade didn't care enough about himself to spare himself pain. It was just one of those things. Pain was pretty much the only constant in his life, so what was a little more? He appreciated the thought more than he let on, but the fact of the matter was that Peter could die and Wade couldn't. And if the worst had happened and it was his fault, Wade would lose it. People thought he was crazy now. The ante would definitely be upped in that scenario. Anyways, it wouldn't be all that big of a loss to the world if Deadpool was gone. Spiderman, on the other hand?

The least he could do was be a meat shield. It was what he was best at.

The instant he hears noise coming from Peter, he is there. Wade crouched next to the bed -- it was on the floor because he could care less about having a fancy bed frame -- and exhaled deeply in relief that there were finally signs of awareness. Maybe he wouldn't have to call anybody after all. Except ghostbusters. He would always call ghostbusters.

"Peter? Hey, hey... Don't move too much, alright? We don't want you to wake up only to pass out again." Wade noticed his hand on his head and started to worry. "Maybe it was all that headbanging. What have I told you about listening to Metallica, young man? ...You bashed yourself a good one this time, Webs. How about next time, you just let me go splat?" He just kept picturing that moment where Peter's eyes dimmed. His stomach was suddenly in his throat and he had to swallow hard to keep himself from losing Taco Bell's breakfast menu all over the place. Like that would really help. Christ.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-15 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe Wade needed someone who did care. That was the bare minimum, for Peter, and to go out on patrols, to put up with Wade's antics - Peter cared more than the bare minimum, at least. Yeah, maybe Wade would see it as a loss, but Peter would be surprisingly okay with it. He's kind of confronted his own mortality. You didn't go out fighting crime every day and not expect the worst, you know?

"What happened?" Peter finally managed words, though he was slurring them, tongue too thick in his mouth. It took him a second, eyes finally fluttering open fully, and he blinked in confusion at the mask next to him. Oh, wait, that was a man. Right. Well that was weird. "Are you kidding? Slipknot cover band, man..."

But then the important question caught up with him, and Peter leaned up a little, despite Wade's warning. "...who are you?"
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-15 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, Wade would see it as more than a loss. It would absolutely devastate it. Peter was literally his second favorite person, only surpassed by his daughter. So a world without him in it was not something that Wade wanted to imagine.

"Well, you almost cracked yourself open like humpty dumpty, Petey. And let me tell you, I am not going to put you back together again." Wade fidgeted in his crouched position, not quite knowing what to do now that Peter was waking up. "Umm... qué? Slipknot? What the fuck, Pete?! And while sometimes I do want to put my fingers into my eyes to slowly stop the ache--especially now that you've said that--just no." Man. He was super ornery right now.

That was when all the blood seemed to leave his face. Thankfully his mask was on because that would be even more terrifying that his normal face. He jumped off the ground and started pacing again. "Of course. Of-fucking-course. You don't know who I am. Does the name Deadpool ring a bell at all?"
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-15 08:06 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, stop it, Peter's trying his damnedest not to be touched, emotionally or physically, and you're making it harder than it needs to be. Fuck.

"Petey." Peter repeated the name, mild confusion underlying his tone. Had to be his name, the way this guy was saying it but - it just didn't seem right. He's still got the same shit-eating grin, though, when Wade goes ape over his Slipknot reference, and if that doesn't tell you Peter's the same (minus a few bits of his brain, evidently), nothing will. "You okay there, buddy?"

"...no? Should I? Sorry, dude." Peter frowned a little, pressing the heel of his palm against his temple. "I've got a wicked headache. What, I wiped out or something?"
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-15 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Peter, actually. You're not a parrot. You have a non-ridiculous name. Well a little bit ridiculous because peter is also slang for penis." Even though Wade was freaking out he couldn't keep from smiling at the look on Peter's face. Well he seemed like himself in every other way. So that was good. "No, I'm not okay. You think I like look I'm part of a band that is comprised of the Hellraiser fan club. One of the guys' masks looks like he has a fucking dildo for a nose, Petey!"

Wade smoothed his hand over his mask, trying to think of what to do. This sucked. Karma was always trying to fuck him in the ass dry somehow and this was a pretty good way to do it. Of course it would be him that gets knocked right out of his knoggin. "You hit your head really hard. You also broke your arm. Trying to keep my worthless ass from falling off a building." He sighed, angry at himself more than anything as per usual. "Hold on. I'll get you some water and maybe some ibuprofen or something for the pain. You feeling alright other than the headache?"
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-15 08:34 am (UTC)(link)
"How is that supposed to make me feel better?" Peter snorted, squinting at Wade and trying to figure out just how that mask was so strangely expressive. "Personally I'd liken you to the gas mask lookin' guy. Which, by the way, mind taking off said mask and telling me your name?"

As Peter had discovered, adulthood was pretty much just a series of incidents where one felt the need to call an actual adult, only to realize you are, in fact, the adult. This is another one of those moments when they should probably get someone who can actually help them, but they aren't. "My arm?" He held up both of his arms, tilting his head in confusion. "My arms are fine."

"You're not worthless," It's an automatic response; Peter has nothing to base that assertion off of, he doesn't even know Wade, right now, but he managed to say it with conviction he didn't remember. "Sore, I guess. What'd we do, get frisky in an alley?" Because he seriously feels like he hit a brick wall.
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-15 09:08 am (UTC)(link)
"It's not. I'm just being honest. Penis is better than parrot by default though." Just as he was about to start arguing about how he would not be the Sid Wilson of Slipknot, his entire body froze. "Ahh... nah, baby boy. You don't want to see what's under here. The name's Wade though. Wilson. Wade Wilson. And you should remember that, but here we are playing fifty first dates, but you're prettier than Drew Barrymore and I'm actually funny and not a douchebag, unlike Adam Sandler." And he was babbling again. Anything to keep Peter from asking about his mask.

Calling the Avengers should've been the first thing that Wade did from the very beginning, but then they would've taken Peter and he wouldn't be allowed to follow. But mostly he was in too much of a panic to be a smart person. "Yeah it was broken, but your freaky spider healing fixed it. Do you... do you remember that? That you have accelerated healing?"

Something in his chest squeezed hard at those words. His automatic response was to argue but there was no point. Even coming from one of the most important people in his life, it still wasn't enough to change how he saw himself. And then his body did a fucking 180. His whole body was suddenly very, very warm and some pretty graphic images kept playing in his mind. "Uh... I wish! Did you fall on something ass first and I just didn't realize it?" How the hell was getting busy in the freaking alley what came to mind? He had to walk out of that room. Thank god he wore a cup. Otherwise this would be even more awkward than it already was. Maybe this was all another one of his hallucinations...

Wade came back into the room with a glass of water and some ibuprofen. "This'll help with any swelling from whacking your head."
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-15 09:26 am (UTC)(link)
"That's debatable." The fact that Wade called him 'baby boy' doesn't go unnoticed, and Peter files it away for consideration at a later point. "What are you even talking about? The Wedding Singer was so much better, who actually saw 50 First Dates. Dude, step it up."

"Wade Wilson. And I'm Peter." He should sound more convincing, but he's unsure himself.

"My what?" You can take that as a no, Wade. Peter shook his head dumbly, feeling quite terribly useless, honestly. Accelerated healing? Was he not human? He felt human. Mostly, anyway. He could hear Wade's heart pumping away and wondered if maybe he didn't need the aspirin more than Peter did.

"No! I just - feels like I got thrown against something. Like my back, like maybe - uh, I don't know, like I hit a wall." So yes, the first conclusion he's drawing is that Wade is the one who threw him against the wall. In a fun way, wow, what does that tell you about Peter? Don't answer that. "Is that why we almost fell off the roof? We should be more careful."

"Thanks," Peter accepted the medicine and knocked it back easily, which was a little weird, if he bothered to think about it (not that it would do him any good, but Wade didn't know that and Peter didn't remember, so).
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-15 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
"While I will admit that The Wedding Singer was amazing, don't count out 50 First Dates. It was cute. Drew Barrymore is adorable." Yes, we all know that Deadpool loves cute shit. He hung around Peter all the time, didn't he?

"Peter Parker." He sighed. Honestly, he was the last person that should be helping Peter right now.

"Well, fucksticks." Peter didn't even remember that he had healing, so he probably didn't remember being Spiderman. "Spiderman doesn't ring a bell, does it?" This got infinitely worse in a very, very short amount of time. "You have accelerated healing. And you're stronger than normal people and faster. You can also... stick... to things."

Wade swallowed. Hard. What an image that made. Not that it hadn't come to mind before many, many times. That was like Sunday's greatest hits for him. But no, it didn't happen. "So... your back hurts and you automatically assume it's because someone... Okay." What the hell did Peter do in his free time? Damn. And here Wade thought he was an innocent little cupcake. Well, that just made Petey infinitely hotter. Fuck. He was just going to have to shelve that new line of thoughts onto the spankbank queue for later. "You hit the wall really hard when we were falling. Not in the fun way. In the break your arm and bruise yourself bad way."

If Wade was thinking correctly, he would've gotten out the harder stuff. But that might not even work on him. Morphine was about the only thing that made the pain go away for Wade. It was really getting to him that Peter was in pain.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-15 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'll admit it did have the cheese factor, but The Wedding Singer! Such a classic, you can hardly compare them." Wow, pulling out the big guns, are we?

"...Wade Wilson and Peter Parker?" If he sounded incredulous it was because he was. "Who decided to alliterate that? I bet we had it rough at school."

"...no, though I'm going to hazard a guess and say I'm Spiderman." Spider healing, which, did spiders have notable hearing? Oh wait, yeah, they regrow limbs. It's frustrating that he can remember that, but not his own fucking name. "...stick to things? How?"

"Well, I mean - you're the one calling me pet names and shit. I thought - er - " He's making this worse, isn't he? Peter smiled sheepishly and avoided eye - mask - contact. Which, he kind of wished he could see Wade's face? Maybe it would help him remember something. "Oh. Sounds less fun than the other option. Wait - we fell off the building?"

Peter's system would burn through anything less than a horse tranq; courtesy of his metabolism.
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-15 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well. I didn't take you to be such a stickler about Adam Sandler movies." Color him surprised.

The inability to believe their ridiculous names was definitely warranted. "Well you can blame Stan Lee, Petey. ...Ignore that." Probably not the best time to break the fourth wall. "Oh, mine's worse. Wade Winston Wilson. Winston."

"Yes, you are Spiderman. And you have this thing called your Spider-Sense. It's like you know when trouble's brewing before it happens. I like to call that common sense, but that's just me." Wade began to wonder if this was one of those situations where things would gradually start to come back or if he'd be stuck in a sort of memory limbo. And not the fun kind of limbo either. The room started to feel very, very small at thought and his breathing picked up. Shit. "Hell if I know. All I know is that you are like the giant version of those little sticky hands you can get out of the quarter machines." Wade grabbed his copy of Order of the Phoenix off of his night stand and offered it to Peter. "See if you can stick to this. But if you break it, you buy it."

Oh God. Embarrassed Peter was his new favorite thing. He could understand how that could look a little... peculiar. The fondness was definitely there on his side. But nobody returned those kinds of feelings for him. That was just the way of the world ever since he became this thing. Fun times! Wade clapped his hands together. "Oh yeah. Right off that building. I would have been completely fine because I literally cannot die. You used your web shooters -- yes, you swing around buildings like tarzan with infinite vines -- to change the momentum, but then you crashed into the building and lost some of your marbles." Deadpool was officially the worst person to go to if you lost your memories. He was horrific at catching someone up on their character dossier.

"Maybe we shouldn't try to force feed you anymore information right now, Petey." Part of him was worried that too much information at once might break his brain or something. There was still this faint level of anxiety in him and maybe it was selfish, but he needed a moment. It was hard for him to process that he might've broken Peter. His stomach growled very loudly. Well there was his conveniently timed distraction. "You hungry? I could eat a horse. Or pancakes. Horse pancakes."
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-15 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Stickler? Nah. Happy Gilmore was the pinnacle of his career, though."

"Winston? Winston?" The brought a grin to his face, and Peter laughed warmly, despite the throb in his head that told him that was a bad idea. "Oh you poor, poor soul. Your life is officially harder than mine, forever."

"So I have superpowers. Why?" Peter asked, though he wasn't sure he expected an answer. He took the book with mild confusion, staring at it and wondering how he made his hand sticky. No, don't twist that, you know what he freaking means. "What about you? What's your superpower?" Because if they're hanging out, Wade probably has a superpower too? Look, he hit his head his logic isn't that sound.

The fact that Peter hadn't discounted that he might, with his memories, feel the same way was - well, make of it what you will. "Well that sounds a lot less fun. No wonder my entire body feels like a bruise." He also didn't question the fact that he'd apparently jumped off a building to save a man who couldn't die. Memories or not, Peter knew that was the right thing to do. "Web shooters? How do those work?"

"But - " Peter wanted to protest, wanted to know more about who the hell he was and who Wade was. The curiosity about the mask only grew more and more apparent to Peter. "No horse pancakes, thanks. But food would be - yes." It would speed up his healing, not that Peter knew that. "Where are we? Are we roommates?"
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-16 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
"I will agree with you on that. I preferred Chris Farley anyway." May his coffee table body-slamming soul rest in peace.

"Yes, you ass. Winston." Wade couldn't keep himself from grinning when Peter laughed. "See? Told ya so! I win!"

"I don't... Alright, let's just go get food and after you eat we'll finish talking about all of this. And we'll figure out that spidey sticking thing too." That sounded terrible. He felt like an asshole. All Peter wanted was to fill in the blanks and here he was floundering like a doofus. One more thing to hate about himself. Wow the list was never-ending.

"How about we order some takeout? Chinese or Mexican?" he asked as he reached into one of the pouches on his belt and procured his burner phone. Yes, it was Hello Kitty. Was anybody really surprised? "This is my apartment, actually. It was closer. I just wanted to get you somewhere safe as soon as possible." Wade didn't mention that he carried Peter like he was made of glass the whole way, careful to jostle him at all. He turned solemn pretty quickly. Missing memories was better than death. Anything was better than his baby boy not breathing.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-16 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
"Unbelievably tragic," Peter shook his head, trying his best to look apologetic for bringing back what must have been loads of childhood trauma, and failing miserably. "Don't let it go to your head."

"Sure," Peter drew out the world in a quiet drawl, raising an eyebrow at Wade before laying back down, into the pillow. It was a losing battle, and Peter was starting to wonder if Wade really had any answers for him, at all. Which was weird, considering he kept calling him pet names and he felt familiar? "I have no idea how we're going to manage that, but you're welcome to try."

"Chinese?" For whatever reason, Peter knew, vaguely, that he shouldn't be surprised by the design on Wade's phone. Even without remembering Wade, it seemed fitting. "Well, thanks, man." It's just springing more questions in Peter's mind but. He's fine.
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-16 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
Honestly? Wade was never the guy to go to for answers. So he was probably going to have to bring in one of the big guns from the Avengers. They would be more helpful than him. He was just... greedy.

"No problem, Petey." Wade had his favorite Chinese place on speed dial. He got the usual for the both of them, not bothering in asking Peter for fear of coming across another thing he forgot. That would be the final straw. If he forgot what he liked at their Chinese place, that was just too much. He had to get something to drink. The water he had given Peter earlier was within reach, so his hand yanked his mask up to his nose without thinking and he took a chug. Ahh. Much better.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-16 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, the inane details of his life were fine. Peter could tell you his favorite color, just...not his birth name. How fucked up was that, honestly?

Peter settled back against the bed, letting the throbbing in his head even out to a dull beat in the back of his brain, but then - Wade lifted the mask, and Peter shot up like a bullet, staring at him. Not out of fear, though, but worry. "Holy shit, dude, are you okay?"

His hands were already reaching out for Wade, ignoring the way his body protested the movement. "Did you get hurt in the fall?"
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-16 10:39 am (UTC)(link)
Wade's whole body froze at Peter's words. Oh fuck. In his panic he didn't even think about how his fucking face would freak Peter out. Good job, Wade. You've officially gotten the friend of the year award. "I'm fine, Petey. This was why I didn't want to take the mask off... I would say don't lose your dinner, but we haven't eaten yet."

"Whoa, whoa! Don't hurt yourself." He met Peter half way and tried to gently guide him back to a laying position again. "It's okay. This is literally just my face. I know, it's pretty horrific." He tried to laugh it off with an exaggerated smile and shrug.

This was literally the last thing he wanted right now. Peter looked so freaked out. He went to roll the mask back down before he made Peter any more uncomfortable.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-16 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wait - " Peter reached out, grabbing Wade's wrist before he could pull the mask back down. Now that Wade assured him he was fine, he was marginally less freaked out - although his head fucking hurt, sitting up that fast. Even without his memories he was careless, huh, imagine that.

"You don't have to. Keep the mask on, I mean." Now that Peter had a second to look, he could tell the scars weren't fresh. "Maybe it could help, with my memories."
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-16 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Wade froze at the contact, but was more worried about Peter moving too quickly. "You okay?"

All the air expelled from his lungs at those words and he seriously contemplated just leaping out of his window. But he would never do that to Peter. It did pop in his head for a moment though. He finally inhaled again. "Okay..." he closed his eyes, his hands lifting the mask completely off his head. But he wasn't going to open his eyes because he didn't want to see that look on Peter's face -- the look that everyone got.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-16 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm fine," It's his default answer, nowadays, whether it's true or not. Whoops.

Peter let his hand drop, watching as Wade removed the mask completely. He wondered if he'd been just as shocked as he was right now, the first time he saw Wade without his mask. Peter thought he did a good job of schooling his expression, though, carefully neutral.

The first words out of his mouth, though, are probably a little kinder than the first time around - Peter-without-memories wasn't as pissed off/suspicious of Wade, hadn't just nearly gotten killed by a drug cartel. "...Does it hurt?"
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-17 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
At the sound of Peter's voice, Wade opened his eyes. There was no disgust on Peter's face and all the tension in his shoulders released. Well at least that part of him was the same.

He almost wanted to laugh at the question, but Peter might get the wrong idea and he didn't feel like being an asshole right now. "Yes. It hurts." What he didn't say was that it hurt all the time in varying degrees, but that he was used to it by now. Pain was something he could overcome. Even if it ate him alive sometimes.
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[personal profile] spideyguy 2016-06-17 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Peter didn't drop his gaze. He wasn't openly staring, but he wasn't avoiding looking at him, either.

"I'm sorry." He tilted his head; the longer he watched Wade, the less striking it became, really. And there was something familiar about him, nagging at the back of Peter's mind. "This might sound stupid, but my Aunt always uses neosporin to - "

Peter cut off, blinking, suddenly, confused. His Aunt. He had an Aunt. He remembered something.
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[personal profile] beaarthur 2016-06-17 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
The fact that he didn't look away was a big deal for Wade. Usually people averted their eyes when they were disgusted but too polite to let that be apparent.

Wade was listening raptly, but then Peter stopped and looked confused. Wait. Was he having an aneurysm? Or was something starting to click?

"Hey. Petey." He shifted a little closer without realizing it. But he didn't want to jostle him just in case. "You okay there?

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