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Guybrush Threepwood, Mighty Pirate (tm) ([personal profile] a_pirate_meant_to_be) wrote in [community profile] bakerstreet2014-01-16 10:07 pm

Rare Muse Meme

rare muse meme!


rare muse meme!
rare like a unicorn get it? ..i tried.
well this got nucking futs. here, have a ( wip ):
D I R E C T O R Y


rules
first

- tag in with your rarely played muses
- or tag in with a muse that is rarely seen in rp in general
-- got a muse you haven't played since you voicetested three years ago? post them!
-- got a character from a 1970s romcom that nobody remembers? do the thing!
- seriously whatever man i'm not your mother do what you want
- but r a r e is the name of the game.
then
- tag rare muses with your rare muses! or not-so-rare. whatever.
- look it's just a regular meme ok no more rules you know how to do this

for people that are into picture prompts:


ACTION » Gun fights, bar brawls, fights to the death are all possible scenarios.
ANGST » Characters suffer emotionally or physically from relationships breaking up, death, injury, etc. Hurt and comfort themes are included.
CRACK » Genderswaps, super powers, sudden compulsions are all possible outcomes.
FLUFF » Something that is devoid of angst. It's light-hearted and might have the overtone of romance.
GEN » General fun, things that didn't fit in the other categories.
SEX » First times, kinks, even dubcon are all possible themes of sex related scenarios.
YOUR CHOICE » Think of your own scenario, choose one of the above or make a combo even!

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ACTION.
ZOMBIES » It's the zombie apocalypse, lock and load!
BAR BRAWL » You had one too many drinks, said something wrong, and now you're being asked to take it outside.
CHASE » You're caught in a high speed chase.
GUN FIGHT » You're caught in a big shoot-out.
FIGHT WITH A FRIEND » You're fighting with a friend, all out.
INTERROGATION » You're being interrogated for some offense you've done.
ALIENS » Aliens are attacking and you're not going to take your probe laying down!
FINAL BATTLE » This is it. The battle that will end all the fighting for you. Will you win? Will you get that peace you want?
TRAINING » You're not actually fighting, just training for the inevitable.
NO HOPE » You know this fight has no hope. It's not going to end well for anyone involved, but you can't turn away.
SNEAKING IN » You're stealing a diamond or sneaking in to kick some bad guy butt, but whatever it is, you have to practice stealth.
BLUE WIRE » You're faced with a bomb that needs to be disarmed.
FIGHT FOR HONOR » You've been disgraced or someone you care about has, so it's time to fight for honour.
SHOWDOWN » Time for a cowboy-style showdown. Whoever draws the fastest wins.
WAR » You're caught in the middle of a war here. Remember to keep your chin up and keeping fighting.
APOCALYPSE » The apocalypse finally happened and now you're left to scavenge and fight for whatever is left.
SABOTAGE » It's time to sabotage someone's plan! How is entirely up to you. Do you set up a bomb in their toilet? Do you double cross them at the last minute?
BIG DAMN HERO » You know you have to handle this one alone, so that means disarming or knocking unconscious the person who wants to join you.
FIGHT CLUB » You know the rules... you're in an underground fighting ring and you're fighting with all you've got.
THREATEN » You've just been sent here to rough them up a little, threaten them into behaving.

ANGST.
INJURY/ILLNESS » Your character has become injured or ill! To what extent is the mun's choice.
LAST MOMENTS » You character has been gravely injured and this is their last chance to say their last words.
DEPRESSION » Your character is depressed, what actions they take is up to the mun.
BETRAYED » You character has been betrayed by the other. How do they react?
TORTURED » Your character is being tortured and needs rescuing or at least a sympathetic ear to help him through it.
JEALOUSY » Your character is feeling jealous and must deal with it, how will they do it?
BREAK-UP! » This relationship has gone as far as it can, it's time to breakup.
BROKEN » For whatever reason, the character is broken, mentally or or physically.
FIGHT » You can't even be in the same room as your friend or lover without arguing anymore.
LOST » You lost the biggest fight of your life and now all you can do is try to pick up the pieces.
WORST NIGHTMARE » Whatever you fear the most is now real or maybe you're just trapped in a dream together, but whatever it is, it feels too real.
ADDICTED » You're addicted to something, alcohol, drugs, sex, whatever. It's destroying your life and you can't do anything to stop it.
HURT YOU » You're being forced to hurt someone you love either by betraying them or even being forced to shout things you don't mean. It's for their own good in the end though.
SEPARATION » You were forced to leave this person for their own safety and while you've been miserable without them, you really didn't mean to run into them again... maybe it was by accident or you were watching them from afar this whole time.
BECOMING A MONSTER » You are slowly changing, becoming a monster: vampire, zombie, demon, something you can't recover from and no-one can help you.
FROZEN » You are entirely helpless, frozen, to stop some kind of disaster.
PRISON » You were very bad and now it's time to pay the price by turning yourself in or maybe the law just finally caught up to you.
FEAR » You're not sure why, but you are suddenly terrified and you can't deal with it. You need help.
HATED » You are now hated by the person you loved the most.
DOWN AND OUT » You're living on the streets, you've hit rock bottom, and you don't know what to do.

CRACK.
SEX SWAP » Uh-oh, you're suddenly the opposite sex!
FORCED CONFESSIONS » No matter what it is and no matter how hard you resist, you're going to be compelled to spill some deep dark secret!
MIND READING » You've suddenly got the ability to read minds!
ANIMAL » You're suddenly part animal or transformed into an animal!
AWKWARD PICK-UP LINES » You're compelled to use bad pickup lines on whoever is closest!
BACK IN SCHOOL / GRADUATED » You're suddenly back in school! Or if you were already in it, you've aged and long since graduated!
VAMPIRES, ZOMBIES AND WEREWOLVES, OH MY! » You're suddenly a vampire, werewolf, or zombie! Maybe even a demon or a devil, whatever creepy crawly you can think of. What do you do now?
GHOST » You're suddenly a ghost or at least invisible. What are you going to do with this new ability?
AWKWARD CONVERSATIONS » So did you just fart or what? Any conversation goes, as long as it's embarrassing and awkward.
CROSSDRESSING » For whatever reason, you're suddenly dressed in clothes of the opposite sex.
SUDDENLY NAKED » Oops! Your clothes are suddenly gone.
SUDDENLY A KID » You're a kid again! Have fun with that second childhood.
FORTUNE COOKIE » You've suddenly received a note with something that will happen in the future, either precise or vague.
SUPER POWER » And suddenly you're like Superman! Any power goes.
BODY SWAP » Somehow you've changed bodies with the other person.
BACK IN TIME » Somehow, you wound up in the past again. Do you try to correct something or just sit and wait for time to jump? Maybe it jumps to various points in your life or maybe you actually think you're back in the day. Have fun, run wild with the idea!
TO THE FUTURE » Is it everything you've dreamed? Is it horrible? Whatever happens, you're here to witness what happens to you in the future. Either you take the place of your future self or you're just there to watch. Might cause some confusion if people start seeing double though...
ANGELS, MERMAIDS AND FAERIES! » You're not necessary something dark or evil. You're just something different. How do you deal?
LOCKED IN A CLOSET» For some reason, you're locked up in a closet with someone else. Do you make nice and try to figure your way out or what?
FINGER TRAP » You're caught in a Chinese finger trap... with somebody else! You can't figure out how to get loose either... have fun with that.

FLUFF.
CUDDLING » For whatever reason, characters feel like being close and cuddling.
PILLOW TALK » After the main event, characters are up for some pillow talk.
CELEBRATION » Anniversary or some other big event is taking place and characters want to celebrate!
LOVE CONFESSION » Someone has finally decided to confess their love and today is the day!
APPRECIATION » You feel the need to show appreciation for that person closest to you, even if it's just a pat on the back.
APOLOGIES » You made a mistake and now it's time to make it up in some way you know the other can't refuse!
GET BACK TOGETHER » Why did you break up again exactly? Whatever the reason, it was a huge mistake and you both know you can work through it.
DATE NIGHT » You've planned for a wonderful night together and you can't wait to get it started.
FAMILY » You've either found out you're pregnant or you've already got that addition to your family.
MARRIAGE » You're just about to get hitched or maybe you're enjoying your honeymoon. Maybe you've been together for years now! Whatever the case, it's time for that next big step.
MEETING AGAIN » It's time for that happy reunion finally!
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT » For whatever reason, you are now insanely in love with the first person you set eyes on.
FLIRTATION » You can't resist to do a little bit of harmless flirtation all of a sudden.
IN THE SNOW » Look outside! It's a winter wonderland, so why not go out and play in it?
ENGAGEMENT » You've planned it all out and now it's time to finally pop the question.
FRIENDLY GAMES » You've set up the game station or board games for a friendly competition!
GIFT » Time to give that special someone a gift just because.
RECOVERY » You're taking care of someone who's just recovered from some illness or injury.
HEALING » Time to help mend that someone who's been through hell and back.
BETTER THAN EVER » You've finally got everything you've ever wanted here. What is your ideal life and who does it include?

GEN.
NICE MEETING YOU » It's your first time meeting this person! You bumped into each other on the street, in a bar, at work... whatever!
DRINKS » You're out for drinks! Or just chilling at home with some beers. Wherever!
LOST » You're lost and you kind of need help finding your way to where you're going. A little help with directions?
COSTUME PARTY » You're at a costume party, both of you are wearing masks. Do you keep the anonymity or take it off and see whose company you've been enjoying?
WRONG NUMBER » Oops, actually you didn't mean to call that person...
DRUNK » You're already drunk! Drunk dialing, stumbling into someone, showing up unexpected... what type of drunk are you anyway? Aggressive, loving, happy? How does the other react?
OLD FRIENDS » you haven't seen this person in a long time!
RIVALS » you're suddenly rivals! Or maybe you have been all along...
PROBLEMS » you've got a problem with each other, just got in a huge fight, whatever. Try to work it out!
WHAT ARE YOUR INTENTIONS? » This person? They're dating a close friend, family member, etc. You need to find out if they're going to hurt them! Or you need to discuss your friend/family's dating choice.
I SAW YOU » you saw the other person doing something bad and you need to confront them about it.
SORRY BUT NO » the other person has feelings that you just don't share. They don't necessarily have to be romantic... maybe you just don't agree with their sudden desire to quit their job and start a business making tiny, fuzzy teddy bears.
MY HERO » you need to tell this person how much they mean to you. They've been your best friend or your role model your whole life and they need to know.
ENABLER » you're enabling the other (or each other) to do something bad, really bad. Addiction, stealing, killing, or just any other self-destructive behavior.
COOKING » Time for an impromptu cooking lesson!
OH, SURE, I REMEMBER YOU... » It's that awkward moment when someone comes up and seems to know you, but you have no idea who they even are!
RESCUE » One of you was in trouble, but you came to the rescue!
BOSS » One of you works under the other. Is your relationship good? Are you scheming things? Or do you hate each other?
PERFECT CRIME » You and the other person have just pulled off the perfect crime... or you're planning to! What are you doing? The heist of the century, an assassination?
MOVIES » movie night! Maybe it's a sleepover. Whichever the case, it's time to eat a lot and have fun.

SEX.
FIRST TIME » it's your first time together or your first time ever! Enjoy the awkward times!
BONDAGE » You and your partner decide to experiment a little with ropes or handcuffs or whatever you'd like to tie your partner up with.
ROUGH AND AGGRESSIVE » Your characters want it rough.
ROMANTIC » Slow and gentle, meaningful, that's how characters want it.
DUBCON » Character A wants Character B and it doesn't really matter if Character B wants it as bad or not.
⑥ IN PUBLIC » Characters feel like taking a risk and doing it in a public place.
ROLEPLAY » Naughty nurse fetish? Pirate kink? You and your partner decide to try it out now!
HEALING » You've both fought hard or gone through a rough time and it's time to get some R&R in.
LAST TIME » This is the last time you're going to this because you're breaking up or maybe your lover is running off to sacrifice their lives in some heroic way. The possibilities are endless, but you better make this one count.
NO STRINGS ATTACHED » You're just friends with benefits. Nothing wrong with that, right?
ANONYMOUS » You met in a restroom or bar, any location of your choosing, but you don't even know each other's names.
TOYS » You're eager to try something new, so why not toys?
APHRODISIACS » You've been slipped a strong aphrodisiac somehow and now you absolutely cannot control yourself.
SHOW » You're putting on a show by either doing it right in the club or filming it for a bunch of people.
MENAGE A TROIS » It's time for that threesome you've always dreamed of.
NON-PENETRATIVE » Frottage, handjobs, whatever you want to try out.
CONTROLLED » You are under mind control and must do whatever your lover asks of you.
HATE SEX » It's not just rough or aggressive, you absolutely cannot stand each other.
EXTREME » Fisting, knife play, whatever you can think of so long as it tests the boundaries.
FANTASY
» This is just a fantasy, a dream, and you know it, but what is your ideal fantasy and how willing is your partner?  

Original Meme posted by [personal profile] wetsuited 

dr. allison carr | STRANGE PARADISE.

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-17 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
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bc we should probably do a thing | angst → 15

[personal profile] profane 2014-01-17 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's grown up around stories like this, tales of monstrosities as cautionary warnings against losing ones wits and morals. never once did jean-paul suspect that there was any truth to them, but on an island barren but for the fortress-like home he's encaged himself and his guests in -

it was really only a matter of time before they started coming true.

he can blame the raving on isolation and the loss of erica, can he not? but the tremors, the voices, the flourishes and motives he's aware of in himself when the spirit overtakes him - he can blame that on nothing but his own bargain. he fights it, whenever he can, but it gets tricker and trickier as his will and energy collapse. and that's what brings him, pale and growing gaunt, to allison's lab.
]

Allison. Allison, are you there?

sob yes

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-19 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ some days, it feels like living in a horror story: the kind that adolescents tell around the campfire in the middle of the woods during summer camp or the kind that inspire reckless teenagers to spend the night in abandoned haunted houses. other days, it feels like living in a prison, trapped for an unknown and undeserved crime. it's both a story and a prison that jean-paul has built around his guests in order to silence them. his love for erica is so passionate and so determined that he is willing to take lives in order to save one. it's a conviction that allison sympathizes with, but one that she cannot condone or fully understand.

the point of life is death. if it isn't, then what's the point of living? it's a lesson that allison has desperately tried over the past months to nail in jean-paul's head, but it's as if every attempt of doing so only makes him more resolute. it's an admirable quality, but these rigid morals and convictions are taking a toll on jean-paul. it's clear by the gauntness of his face, the dullness of his eyes, and his sluggish movements. try as he might, he cannot escape the careful eyes of a doctor for long.

the laboratory is a blessing. work and research allows her mind to focus on something other than jean-paul and her frozen sister in the crypt. typically, allison's there, preferring to work rather than stew emotions and grief like the others. his voice is a tremor in the stillness of her lab, causing her to jump a little. ]


Jean-Paul, what are you doing here? [ it's surprising to see him. it's not often that he shows his face around these neck of the woods. he usually only comes around to ask the progress on erica. her answers are always the same and it's not hard to catch a glimpse on disappointment flashing across his face. allison's heard stories of the great jean-paul desmond, even before he became her brother-in-law. it's difficult to reconcile the man in fount of her with the brilliant and dashing character from the tales people speak of. ]
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[personal profile] profane 2014-01-19 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
I can't sleep. [ it would be dismissive comment if it weren't delivered in such a groaning tone as he pushes his way through the laboratory door, taking her greeting as permission to enter (not that he needs it, a voice in his head drawls - his common sense actually agrees with; it's his house, his laboratory, if he were to be so selfish to say. selfish enough to restrain people in his house and demand that one of them work to revive his wife, yet selfless enough to repurpose the room and call it hers. a dissonance so strange that it isn't really one at all).

he leaves the door cracked behind him and steps forward to one of the tables, clutching the edge of it while his other hand rubs his head.
] Truthfully, it's been an ordeal since Erica left us.

[ left us. not died. because she can still be summoned back. he manages a smile that appears to be more of a grimace, and god does he look pale. ] I wondered if you might have something to help?

[ it's an excuse if there ever was one, but he can think of nothing else to say. there's a spirit of another attempting to claim my body? no.

his knuckles are white against the table.
]

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-19 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ god. his appearance is worse than the last time she saw him which, admittedly, was a few days prior. it's not exactly difficult avoid seeing him, since he seems to avoid any social or physical contact with his guests. if it wasn't for the fact that jean-paul was holding them there against their will, allison would accuse him of being a bad host. ]

Sleeping pills aren't working? [ her brow tugs together, her concern written on her face plain as day. allison doesn't wait for his reply before she moves to a bolted cabinet, unlocking it with a key from her lab coat pocket. for some, over the counter medicine is a coin toss and whether or not it works depends on a variety of conditions like the time, the liquid, and the setting. perhaps something stronger might help...

her hands move through the medicine cabinet, carefully shifting through the brown medicine bottles and eyes swiftly glancing over the black words of each. ]
Can you fall asleep or are you just unable?
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[personal profile] profane 2014-01-20 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
I have the ability to sleep, yes. [ he doesn't mean to be terse, necessarily, but it's difficult when she's so professional and really, he could down a bottle of brandy and black out, only to likely wake in his own vomit, for all he cares, currently.

something echoes in his head, starts like a ringing, then multiplies into a laugh. he visibly winces, grits his teeth together against it.
] Something - something stronger. Do you have anything?

[ he fights to keep his voice level, staring down at the metal of the table and the line of the fluorescent light reflected onto it. he lets his eyes flicker up as she shuffles through the cabinet, moving through the bottles precisely. ]

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-20 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ despite the unordinary and stressful environment, allison is a physician first. at times her heart might bleed for jean-paul (even she can admit it), but in this lab, she is a professional and he is her patient. it is after all the sole reason she elected to remain on the island even when he offered her the chance to escape. staying here and looking after him until he's passed this madness is something allison owes to her sister. erica's done so much for her over the years, what else can allison do but to try to repay the favour?

she spares him a glance over her shoulder, pausing in her movements to take note of his appearance. ]
How long can you sleep?

[ "not long" her mind quietly offers and it's tempting to give him the strongest pill just so he can start looking like a human being again. but she doesn't want to prescribe him the wrong treatment if his symptoms and the medicine don't align. grasping one pill bottle in a hand, she takes another in the same before moving from capsule remedies to the injections. ] Fortunately, Dr. Menkin maintained a ready supply of sleep aid. Anyways, I'm sure I could synthesize one if nothing helps.
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[personal profile] profane 2014-01-20 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ "not long" is his first instinct, as well, and he bites his tongue against saying that.

ah, you do have a smart streak in you. surely she'd appreciate the fire -
] No -!

[ one of these days, he'll stop himself before realizing he protests at the open air, but jean-paul goes quiet for a moment, letting the exclamation hang there, echoing throughout the silence of the lab as allison continues her work. ]

An hour at a time, if that. [ when he speaks again, it comes in a whisper, and jacques is silent in his head for the time being and for heaven's sake, he just wants to rest. to block it all out. to dream of darkness and nothing and have his mind completely blank. the tension in his face eases when he sees the medicine, real and waiting. ] As you can see, certainly not enough.

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-20 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ his outburst causes her to stop, hand frozen in midair as she reaches for another bottle. these incidents have been occurring with increased frequency and intensity, and she never knows what to properly say or do afterwards. the physician part of her mind wonders if giving drugs to a person that experiences wild mood swings and random outbursts would be very wise; while the caring friend part counters that perhaps sleep would stop these episodes. if it makes him look human again, she'll try anything.

a clear bottle of valium is the last medicine she adds to her collection and she turns to share her search with jean-paul. allison offers him a smile, setting down a variety of sleep aids in fount of him. ]
A blind man could see it. [ it's a light-hearted joke meant to defuse the tense and gloom atmosphere in the lab. the mansion is in need of a good joke and perhaps that will make everything look a little less of despair and misery. ]
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[personal profile] profane 2014-01-21 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ jacques remains quiet, for the time being, and jean-paul allows a little smile to pull at the corners of his lips. he takes a breath, and for a moment, he seems to be living in the present as opposed to somewhere off inside his head, or in the past, or in the future. however, he doesn't laugh. mirth is a strange thing here.

he lifts the bottles one by one, scanning them over with his eyes and his expression turns steely and curious, but there's a twinkle in his eyes that grows as he goes down the line, and he looks toward her as he places the final bottle down.
] Allison, I believe you've enough power here to kill a man.

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-21 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ mirth is a strange thing here but it should be welcomed. indeed, the house and even its master could do with some mirth, perhaps suffering less melancholy and feeling more relaxed. allison can only prescribe so much drugs before it becomes useless; laughter is the best medicine, after all. jean-paul shouldn't suffer his wife's death for too long and feel like he can't partake in simple pleasures ever again until she lives again. her death shouldn't mean his as well.

allison laughs a little, picking a brown bottle up from the nearly identical pile and placing it aside. ]
A doctor's job is to save, not kill. Or, barring that -- [ her eyes narrow as she reads the label on another bottle before setting it aside. ] -- to harm as little as possible.
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[personal profile] profane 2014-01-21 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ however, erica was truly the only new life on maljardin. the loss of her means the loss of that means the loss of everything light, everything happy, even remotely so. the foreign delight seems to disappear from his face as suddenly as it went, and he eyes the bottles again. ]

What do you recommend? Truthfully, I'd rather attempt the strongest and be done with it.

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-22 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ perhaps allison isn't the right person to debate with jean-paul regarding his extreme attachment and obsession with erica. she's too close to the problem and, besides, psychology isn't her training. since she was young, she always preferred the flat facts of science to complicated and tangled emotions. it's easy to save a life, but harder to convince someone to save their own.

a frown creases her features as she quickly makes divides the drugs into a smaller pile, separating the least effective from the more effective and the muscle relaxers from the tranquilizers. ]
Strongest isn't always the safest, Jean-Paul.

[ finally she finds one that should put her brother-in-law to sleep with the least amount of dangers involved. with a crocked brow, she holds it out for him but doesn't make a move to hand it to him just yet. ] Tell me immediately if there's any side effects. Day or night, my door's always open.
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[personal profile] profane 2014-01-22 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Burning the midnight oil yourself, Doctor? [ there's a certain drawl to his voice that makes jean-paul's eyes go wide, and he reaches out to close his hand around the bottle. frankly, at this point, the sooner he gets out of here, the better. he hadn't felt jacques' influence that time, only a strange note seeping into his voice, next his mannerisms, before he loses full control. he makes to take the bottle. ]

Thank you.

[personal profile] thereof 2014-01-22 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
I try not to most nights. [ she rubs her eye with the heel of her palm, the previous midnight oil burnings clearly visible on her face for that one moment. the look is gone as quickly as it appeared though, and she gives jean-paul a self-assured smile to keep him from worrying and to convince herself that she made the right decision staying here. ] You are my patient after all and, if I am to stay here, I intend to take care of you as best as I can.

[ her hand inches closer to his before she draws back for a moment, stressing her orders. ] Take two before bed -- and no alcohol. Can you promise me that?
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[personal profile] profane 2014-01-22 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Only if you assure me that it won't help them go down easier.

[ and there it is again, that light sing-song tone, and this time, jean-paul is too exhausted to push it from his mind. let the damn ghost overtake him if he wants to so badly; by allison's logic, he'll soon be so close to dead himself that he won't even notice it. he takes the bottle and shakes it with a sigh, hand dropping to hang by his hip. ]